Dear Facebook
You are not a site where people can confide their feelings. You are a site where people put up fronts, fight about stupid crap, and post about irrelevant crap, in hopes people they barely care about will give them some small nod of approval. Depressing. In other news, I feel like I'm in a transitional period of my life, where I know I'm not doing what I want to be doing, but I'm not sure exactly what I want to do. Which is lame, because I'm 32 and not exactly in a position where I can just run around and try new things until something sticks. I have a wife and I have children who count on me to be stable and provide an income and a functional home environment. My hope is that Ashley continues to perform amazingly in college and comes out with a great job opportunity that gives me the freedom to find myself. However, even a fantastic completion of higher education does little to guarantee a high enough paying career to allow for that kind of experimentation. I don't have any grand ambitions of wealth or fame, but I would like to find something that gives me enough income to provide a comfortable life for my family and the ability to help others have a better life in the process. I'm not sure what that is right now, but I pray I find it. Nice rambling at you again, LJ. it's good to be home.
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