Apr 21, 2004 17:15
Blah today is one of those days I wish I would of never woke up and delt with the day. Everyone was all pissed off at me today at work and shit cause I called in sick yesterday, so I got a fuckin attitude from all those fucks except like one person. On top of it my boss is on my fuckin case because someone in another department lost a package I delivered and it wasnt suppose to go to that department. So im getting fuckin heat for it when I wasnt even the one who lost it. Then one guy I work with goes on about how I need to find this magical missing package or it could be my job and shit and that really pissed me off. Whatever I dont give a fuck anymore. I do most of the hard shit in that place anyways and he wants to sit here and talk about how "it will be my job if I dont find that package" fuck him.
Then I come home and lay down and then my aunt jumps on my case of how I need to take Lindsey to the DVM to get her liscence TODAY. It cant wait one more day. So were headed to the DMV. At this point im already in a terrible mood and pissed off at anyone or anything. Only to find out we dont have the fuckin insurence card hence no driving test can be taken. So I was pissed that she forgot to give me the card. So we stopped at TGI Fridays and had lunch. Came home and I went to sleep because I still feel like complete shit.
At about 4:45 Lindsey wakes me up and asks me to take her to work. I dunno why but I got pissed maybe its because it was the best sleep I have gotten in awhile? I dunno but I was a complete dick while I took her to work. I wish I coulda told her why I was like that but at the time I just didnt wanna deal with it. Whatever I suck.
So I drove around for awhile and thought about shit. I feel like no one appreciates the shit I do for them. Never do I hear a please or thank you or any of that shit. Its really starting to bug me because people dont know half the shit I go throguh during the day, is it selfish of me to atleast hear "thanks for lunch Mike" ? or "mike can you please pull my car into the garage" followed by a "Thank you" After I do so? Or a "can you bring this stuff upstairs, ill help you if you need it" ? I dunno I just feel really shitty and un appricated sometimes. Maybe im just selfish? I dunno ill leave off with saying I suck once again.