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So today is thanksgiving whoop dee fuckin doo. I have to go to my moms I am not looking forward to it. Someone kidnap me so I wont have to go please? I dunno im in a shitty mood tonight and I really have no reason to be, fuckin bi-polar shit. I seriously wanna choke some of these fuckin people I see in stores and the mall. Im so blah right now man it aint even cool, some of these thoughts in my head make me scare myself.damn.
Sometimes I wonder if caring is even a option for me anymore. Why should I care about petty shit that doesnt have to deal with me directly. Fuck me and my good nature of caring. Wheres it going to get me? Ovbiously its not going to help me finish first, because we all know "nice guys, finish last" dont give me that bs that they finish first because I am witness to the truth of the saying.Im a pretty nice guy once you get to know me, if your in jail I will bail you out, if you need a place to stay ill hook you up ect ect. But when does the gratitude ever get returned for a nice guy? Way down the fucking line when its a little to late. Yeah thats how it goes always does. I dont know what has gotten into me tonight, might as well clear it all out before I really go nuts and end up killed 230 people on the road or something. Blah. fuck it all.
Sometimes I wonder if caring is even a option for me anymore. Why should I care about petty shit that doesnt have to deal with me directly. Fuck me and my good nature of caring. Wheres it going to get me? Ovbiously its not going to help me finish first, because we all know "nice guys, finish last" dont give me that bs that they finish first because I am witness to the truth of the saying.Im a pretty nice guy once you get to know me, if your in jail I will bail you out, if you need a place to stay ill hook you up ect ect. But when does the gratitude ever get returned for a nice guy? Way down the fucking line when its a little to late. Yeah thats how it goes always does. I dont know what has gotten into me tonight, might as well clear it all out before I really go nuts and end up killed 230 people on the road or something. Blah. fuck it all.