So...

[xo_ericsbaby_ox]

So where do I start. I hurt someone that I cared about but I had to do what I felt was right. I had to chose a Maid of Honor and I didnt expect to have the conversation I had. I guess time will tell the result of this but right now all I can do is cry. I finally had to pop some pain meds because my head was pounding so bad. I hate that what happened happened. But I had to go with someone who I felt was right for the position and Courtney was. I hate hurting people. I hate how it makes me feel. I hate what they call me and say to me. I hate everything about it. But it is over now... and I dont know what to think...

I have some homework to do... so leave it and hopefully it will cheer me up!