happy fucking new year...
sometimes i wonder why in the hell we celebrate a new year. i mean everyone just uses it as an excuse to go out and get wasted. i never understand it. so what its a new year who the fuck cares? i mean...the year is probably going to be as shitty as the last if not worse. i dont know maybe its just how im so cynical or whatever. i mean even thought last year wasn't a complete and utter waste it was the first part of the year.. maybe the last 4 or 5 months was the best..and maybe this year for me will be the best one in awhile i hope so but i dare not get my hopes up to high because when i do they always get crushed all to hell so not getting hopes up. but i rang in the new year talking to my stu and it couldn't have been a better way if i say so myself. but hopefully this year wont be like i think it will and it'll be a wonderful year full of wonderful things.
its been awhile since i've updated that just cause im lazy and i haven't really had time and i haven't really cared enough to. im still in wv. i've been having a good time so far. i've been with my uncle mostly but i did spend a couple weeks with kassie and casey and im going to see them again before i leave. bleh but the bad thing is i've been sick off and on for the past almost 3 weeks which really fucking sucks. christmas was okay. it rained and that just pissed me off. i really wanted a white christmas so much for wishing. it rained new years too yi fucking high.
also i got a new tattoo go me! i love my new tattoo. hes fucking awesome. hes on my right forearm. and before i leave here im going to get my cartilge done on both of my ears cause thats what i've wanted for awhile. my chest hurts. im bored.
but back to my bitching. last year started out pretty fucking horrible but it just got worse as it went on instead of better but about aug it got alot better and it has been since there. why is it such a big deal we made it to a new year? i mean yeah its a new year but why party? i really dont get it but then i really dont get any reason to party perhaps im just not the partying person that could be it. its like its just big excuse for everyone to go out and get trashed whats the point in that? bleh. i dont know. im just rambling as usual. so im going to stop. and im going to put up some pictures of me i took today so be prepared for ugly times! or not. so since its not going to let me im just going to go. bye
<3
Jessiemaka
its been awhile since i've updated that just cause im lazy and i haven't really had time and i haven't really cared enough to. im still in wv. i've been having a good time so far. i've been with my uncle mostly but i did spend a couple weeks with kassie and casey and im going to see them again before i leave. bleh but the bad thing is i've been sick off and on for the past almost 3 weeks which really fucking sucks. christmas was okay. it rained and that just pissed me off. i really wanted a white christmas so much for wishing. it rained new years too yi fucking high.
also i got a new tattoo go me! i love my new tattoo. hes fucking awesome. hes on my right forearm. and before i leave here im going to get my cartilge done on both of my ears cause thats what i've wanted for awhile. my chest hurts. im bored.
but back to my bitching. last year started out pretty fucking horrible but it just got worse as it went on instead of better but about aug it got alot better and it has been since there. why is it such a big deal we made it to a new year? i mean yeah its a new year but why party? i really dont get it but then i really dont get any reason to party perhaps im just not the partying person that could be it. its like its just big excuse for everyone to go out and get trashed whats the point in that? bleh. i dont know. im just rambling as usual. so im going to stop. and im going to put up some pictures of me i took today so be prepared for ugly times! or not. so since its not going to let me im just going to go. bye
<3
Jessiemaka