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Wow. Wow to lastnight.
An ex bf of mine called me out of the blue.
A dear old friend of mine gave him my number.
Brent Wesley Jennings
Wow.
I couldnt believe my ears.
I couldnt believe that this was actually happening.
I couldnt even believe that he actually wanted to talk to me.
After about two years of not saying a damn word to each other. Not even looking at each other, it came down to an actual pleasant conversation.
I wouldnt say it was a conversation that could have sparked the old flame.
But an actual decent conversation with the man that tore my heart apart.
We were actually enjoying ourselves. Laughing and carrying on.
We were talking about the new things in our life. And how we were defeating the horrible things in life.
At the same time he blew out his knee, I was in the same hospital.
He is going to be going to school close to where I was.
HE was actually in the same dorm rooms I used to live in.
It's just insane.
We also talked about our personal relationships with others.
Him talking about his ex girlfriend misha and I was talking about my current fiance Kristoffer.
Brent said he actually cared about Misha but things just didnt work out. He had started dating her after I ruined his relationship with another girl. I told him he so could do better then her. He didnt think so. But eh.
Brent actually wanted to know about Kris. I was so schocked. I told him that me and Kris were getting married next year. Brent fell silent and then slowly answered with a "ahhh.....wow. Um, thats good." He wanted to know if I was happy with Kris. I told him every relationship get's rocky after a while. And I also explained to him, that after you've been with someone for a long time, that it seems the fire has burned down to just a flicker.
He said that I shouldnt marry KRis. I told him, that it wasnt that I dont love him or anything like that. It's just a rocky time right now. Espically since we both work our asses off, and then the damn time difference really makes it hard for us.
Brent ended up asking a very shocking question. He wanted to know, if while me and kristoffer were having sex, if I ONLY thought of kris. I assume Brent was basically wanting to know if I only thought of him. I told him, yes, I always think about kris. He called me a liar. And I just left it like that.
Brent said that I hadnt changed a bit. I still was the same spoiled, stubborn bitch I was two years ago.
I told him he hasnt changed a bit. He was still stupid, mean, and always picked on me.
It was a good conversation. A great blast to the past.
Oh, Brent also said he was sorry for everything. EVERYTHING
An ex bf of mine called me out of the blue.
A dear old friend of mine gave him my number.
Brent Wesley Jennings
Wow.
I couldnt believe my ears.
I couldnt believe that this was actually happening.
I couldnt even believe that he actually wanted to talk to me.
After about two years of not saying a damn word to each other. Not even looking at each other, it came down to an actual pleasant conversation.
I wouldnt say it was a conversation that could have sparked the old flame.
But an actual decent conversation with the man that tore my heart apart.
We were actually enjoying ourselves. Laughing and carrying on.
We were talking about the new things in our life. And how we were defeating the horrible things in life.
At the same time he blew out his knee, I was in the same hospital.
He is going to be going to school close to where I was.
HE was actually in the same dorm rooms I used to live in.
It's just insane.
We also talked about our personal relationships with others.
Him talking about his ex girlfriend misha and I was talking about my current fiance Kristoffer.
Brent said he actually cared about Misha but things just didnt work out. He had started dating her after I ruined his relationship with another girl. I told him he so could do better then her. He didnt think so. But eh.
Brent actually wanted to know about Kris. I was so schocked. I told him that me and Kris were getting married next year. Brent fell silent and then slowly answered with a "ahhh.....wow. Um, thats good." He wanted to know if I was happy with Kris. I told him every relationship get's rocky after a while. And I also explained to him, that after you've been with someone for a long time, that it seems the fire has burned down to just a flicker.
He said that I shouldnt marry KRis. I told him, that it wasnt that I dont love him or anything like that. It's just a rocky time right now. Espically since we both work our asses off, and then the damn time difference really makes it hard for us.
Brent ended up asking a very shocking question. He wanted to know, if while me and kristoffer were having sex, if I ONLY thought of kris. I assume Brent was basically wanting to know if I only thought of him. I told him, yes, I always think about kris. He called me a liar. And I just left it like that.
Brent said that I hadnt changed a bit. I still was the same spoiled, stubborn bitch I was two years ago.
I told him he hasnt changed a bit. He was still stupid, mean, and always picked on me.
It was a good conversation. A great blast to the past.
Oh, Brent also said he was sorry for everything. EVERYTHING