Nothing new is broken
Property damage hasn't occurred the last few nights. Although brain damage may have. I hope I am not becoming an alcoholic, haha. I don't remember going to bed last night, which I don't really like. I mean, I woke up fine and where I should be then had a rousing morning of explicit activities followed by grilled cheese for lunch before work. A beautiful combo, if I do say so.
I am working on regulating my eating habits, as I am not afraid to eat. Yet I need to work on paying attention to when I am hungry, and when I just want something because I think I should eat. It isn't about being skinny or whatever but rather self control and knowing my body. I don't like to talk about dieting with people as I just get the "you don't need to blah blah blah". A diet does not mean I am starving myself. A diet is a "food plan". And I make good plans. I have been running with L at work, and also in the gym at my apartment complex. Did some ab work last night which I feel today. I am so going to rock a bikini this summer. And I want to be comfy and confident doing it.
Friday night I am going to a comedy club with Anthony, the guy I met at school. I have mixed feelings about going but I told myself that this year I would try new things. So here I go.
I am finding that I have certain admirers that are making me a bit uncomfortable. I hope I am not leading anyone on, but it seems like being a nice person somehow equals "please flirt with me". I mean of course it is flattering, but I really really see why super hot girls tend to be bitchy. You have to to get people to just leave you alone. Although that really isn't in my nature. I will justh ave to continue to use L as my meat shield. ^^
I am working on regulating my eating habits, as I am not afraid to eat. Yet I need to work on paying attention to when I am hungry, and when I just want something because I think I should eat. It isn't about being skinny or whatever but rather self control and knowing my body. I don't like to talk about dieting with people as I just get the "you don't need to blah blah blah". A diet does not mean I am starving myself. A diet is a "food plan". And I make good plans. I have been running with L at work, and also in the gym at my apartment complex. Did some ab work last night which I feel today. I am so going to rock a bikini this summer. And I want to be comfy and confident doing it.
Friday night I am going to a comedy club with Anthony, the guy I met at school. I have mixed feelings about going but I told myself that this year I would try new things. So here I go.
I am finding that I have certain admirers that are making me a bit uncomfortable. I hope I am not leading anyone on, but it seems like being a nice person somehow equals "please flirt with me". I mean of course it is flattering, but I really really see why super hot girls tend to be bitchy. You have to to get people to just leave you alone. Although that really isn't in my nature. I will justh ave to continue to use L as my meat shield. ^^