Oct 12, 2004 16:57
so wait.. smoking means all the sudden any efforts i make don't matter? i think you're dying to push me aside, to end this. it's unnecessary for you, something you could easily do without. and if thats the way you want it, then just say so.
me smoking has absolutely nothing to do with my trying to make things work. im taking the lexapro shit that my doctor gave me, ive made an appointment with a counselor, i'm trying to get better. i'm still working, and im also looking for another job. I'm trying.. i guess i just didnt realize that smoking meant all my efforts were worthless. my mistake.