Hymn
So, this morning I finished the music to my first hymn. I need to set words to it eventually, but that will be a task for another time.
Lately, I've been feeling strained. I don't know if it's because I pulled my left groin muscle the other night, or what. Things just seem eerie now that Thanksgiving has passed. I know its probably because I have some heart issues to deal with.
And it's extremely frustrating because I saw them coming a long, long time ago. It's something I'm absolutely powerless to change without compromising what and who, I live for. I seriously need God's grace right now because all I want is to be at peace in my mind knowing that I have chosen Love above all. Tribulations are difficult when the only thing holding you back is yourself. But, this is a tribulation I am willing to see through and pass.
And dreams...another vivid dream this morning. Strange, it was a mix of me teaching at a school and Battlestar Galactica, lol. I haven't even seen the show in quite a while but the struggles in my dream felt real just like the struggles on the show feel real.
It's probably because my 'Apollo' side is fighting with my 'Starbuck' side. And basically, it's that my 'Husker' side is the one that needs to come through again. No matter how much passion I desire, or how much I cry inside, there's a race to be won, a life to be lived, and a cross to be carried.
Lately, I've been feeling strained. I don't know if it's because I pulled my left groin muscle the other night, or what. Things just seem eerie now that Thanksgiving has passed. I know its probably because I have some heart issues to deal with.
And it's extremely frustrating because I saw them coming a long, long time ago. It's something I'm absolutely powerless to change without compromising what and who, I live for. I seriously need God's grace right now because all I want is to be at peace in my mind knowing that I have chosen Love above all. Tribulations are difficult when the only thing holding you back is yourself. But, this is a tribulation I am willing to see through and pass.
And dreams...another vivid dream this morning. Strange, it was a mix of me teaching at a school and Battlestar Galactica, lol. I haven't even seen the show in quite a while but the struggles in my dream felt real just like the struggles on the show feel real.
It's probably because my 'Apollo' side is fighting with my 'Starbuck' side. And basically, it's that my 'Husker' side is the one that needs to come through again. No matter how much passion I desire, or how much I cry inside, there's a race to be won, a life to be lived, and a cross to be carried.