Interesting tidbits at 3 am
I created this journal as a 16 year jr. in high school. Partly because a couple of my friends had one. I saw it as a way for us to further connect. You know, be open with each other. Unfortunately, the creation of this journal also coincided with the first of a series of breakups with my on-again-off-again-some-would-say-to-old-for-me girlfriend. *shrugs* She was 21. And I was angsty, so the initial reason for this journal was invalidated. All my posts became friends locked.
It's funny, because this journal literally chronicled the rise and fall of a relationship that spanned 2 years. And then in peak of defiance after yet another break up, I went through the journal and deleted most of the posts related to her.
Now years later, when I can finally say I'm completely over her and only think of her in the fondness one reserves for past loves... I wish I hadn't. If only because that relationship was such a huge part of my life. Thus meaning she was a huge part. I mean, first greats always are.
Oh well.
It's funny, because this journal literally chronicled the rise and fall of a relationship that spanned 2 years. And then in peak of defiance after yet another break up, I went through the journal and deleted most of the posts related to her.
Now years later, when I can finally say I'm completely over her and only think of her in the fondness one reserves for past loves... I wish I hadn't. If only because that relationship was such a huge part of my life. Thus meaning she was a huge part. I mean, first greats always are.
Oh well.