Girl Next Door
Ria just went home a couple mins ago. We didn't even realise what the time was because we were having too much fun talking and blabbing on about our past.. and imaginary dreams & thoughts... I can't believe it, I thought no one would ever listen to what I've had in mind all these years. She fully understands everything the way I feel--because she feels it too. You just don't realise the most special person you've been looking for has been there right in front of you all along. She's funny, she's trustworthy, she's independent,she never takes crap of what people say, she's just being HER. There's alot of sides of her that I never get to see before. I can tell her anything & EVERYTHING and she would just sit there and listen to everything I have to say word to word. Our conversation makes me forget about all bad things that's happening. It's like when I talk to her, we're in a different world where everything is just so perfect, and beautiful. She's the first person that actualy hates gossipping--now that is a miracle. I can't believe how much things we have in common. The only difference we have is that she loves drawing/painting & I love music. I swear I can go all night saying how much things we have in common.
We both love acting, dancing, we both wish we could sing real good & play an instrument properly; We get paranoid when someone talks to us while we're watching a movie because we listen to eve-ry-sing-le-word they say even if it's nothing important because we always learn something new; When we see something we like, we try to imagine ourselves in their position; eg. acting in a movie. We have a passion but we have a lack of self-confidence to think that it's gonna hold our future; We both wanted to be flight attendants 'cause we wanna travel around the world...that's our #1 dream. Then settle down & have a double storey house with a basketball court, pool table, she wants an art studio at her crib, while I want a music room of my own in the house... Freaky eh? We talked alot about our past. Man we have been through ALOT. And after all those hard times we had, her and her family have always been there for me. Now she wants to make a movie of our own...just gonna be us kids, she just gotta get everyone into it. Well, I can't wait! Man I love this girl to bits! I'm glad we had our talk tonight =)