(no subject)

[1two3]

ive been a fool, ive never trusted a single person in my whole life.
if ive told you ive trusted you ive lied.
but without trusting anyone, ive lost a sense of my self worth.
in a sense i dont trust anyone to like me or anything like that,
so i end up not liking myself at all. when jessica told me she loved me
i blieved her, but never trusting her fully. this has only led to the downfall of myself.
i know i love her, i trust my feelings in that fully. but ive realized the only way to
truly give myself to her, is to love her and love myself. i know now, why shes so angry when i
mention not liking myself, its because she believes in me. through her, tonight, ive finally realized my self worth. ive hurt her many times becuase of my selficousness, self hating, attitude. but becuase of this girl, and her love for me, i know im worth something.
thank you jessica, i love you, and i trust you fully,
im giving you my heart once and for all.
this is a preety revieling post about myself, so ive disabled comments, if you wanna say
something to me, please email it to iamakashi@gmail.com
and once agian -- i love you jessica --
Koi to seki to wa kakusarenu.

im sorry