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oh what fun my life is...i am grounded...once again...for such utter bullshit that i had nothing to do with its more than insane... my parents are seriously fucked up and i want to move out right now... and i'm actually considering it however illegal it might be. my mother even said something about boarding school and my father started talking about unenrolling me from dsoa, i'll die first. So yeah..i got really upset last night and kicked a hole through my wall... im so fucked if they see it. Its as soon as you walk into my room..and i half kicked through an electrical outlet so thats fucked too...great huh? I tried covering it up with a Van Gough that fell off my wall but its near the floor so it looks really odd... i gotta figure out something...any ideas? Ugh i'm so screwed... sooo yeah... this weekend is going to suck. I have a research paper due monday but i dont know what to do on it...i forgot my stuff at school so i need help with that. I have no cell phone so if anyone plans on calling me it will have to be on the house phone... stupid fucking compound versailles...thats what this place is like...freakin lockdown. I think my parents went somewhere...probably out to lunch...stupid bastards...i really do dispise them which is something because i am very against hate... but they suck...so0o...i think i'm going to sit here today, alone, and mess with my journal format...or something...i dont know. But i need to avoid putting holes in anymore walls... even though i really want to take a sledge hammer to the 15ft windows in the living room... that would feel great. *dreams of moving out of this hell hole* Soooooo i hope you guys have a good weekend and yeah...later