Nov 06, 2004 12:41
AHHHHH my life is stupid this is all fucked up! I DONT KNOW WHAT I WANT ANYMORE.me and matt are always fighing. and he says stuff and it scares me. im soo screwed up. he is always like im afriad your gona relize that you can do so much better and that never helps the fact that im having mixed feelings bout breaking up with him i kno its not right but i feel like our relationship is coming to an end but i dont want it to. so now what? what am i gona do cuz hes been my life for the past 7 weeks.........so now what? whats left now......on a happier note my birthday is in 10 days and my sorta brother matt has a baby boy named jackson so im sorta an aunt....cuz jackson will be calling me aunt kristin......ahh thats kinda scary haha i am on the phone with tif shes helping me with my delemia wow i spelled that wrong haha well anyways i dont have much to say anymore so im gona go take a long bubble bath.........peacee out.......
Jersey.......
oh yah and if you have any ideas post a comment or call my cell 9245795