yes. i am updating again.
oh man. so i'm still super wide awake. so i'm sitting online. not talking to anyone for the majority of the time. but i just sat and read all of my old entries. yes. every single one. they're amusing.
i don't really understand myself. for forever i have gone thinking i don't want relationships-too claustrophobic. then i go to a wedding...and decide a relationship isn't a bad idea. but i still don't know. but then again. to quote gato's entry from earlier...how can it hurt to try? (or something along those lines) you try...and if it doesn't work. we go our separate ways. we go on. life goes on.
but then again. that could work the opposite way and you could say...how does it hurt to stick it out a few months? and then try it then? i guess it's just bc i'm an immediate gratification person. not like THAT silly. but you know. anyway. i'll probably be on a bit longer. bc i'm still very awake. i could do the english due tmw. but i don't think i will.
if only love were flammable, i'd set this world afire.
i don't really understand myself. for forever i have gone thinking i don't want relationships-too claustrophobic. then i go to a wedding...and decide a relationship isn't a bad idea. but i still don't know. but then again. to quote gato's entry from earlier...how can it hurt to try? (or something along those lines) you try...and if it doesn't work. we go our separate ways. we go on. life goes on.
but then again. that could work the opposite way and you could say...how does it hurt to stick it out a few months? and then try it then? i guess it's just bc i'm an immediate gratification person. not like THAT silly. but you know. anyway. i'll probably be on a bit longer. bc i'm still very awake. i could do the english due tmw. but i don't think i will.
if only love were flammable, i'd set this world afire.