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[1starlessnight]

set my alarm yesterday. eh. didnt study though. really meant too... but didnt. i ended up going out for lunch with amy and jill. to the mall with my mom. home to get ready. errands with ryan. picked up amy, met up with mr o'dowd.. and headed to ellens cottage. preceded to get way to stoned and way to drunk. mostly stoned though. played asshole. two time president. strip twister, though i did not strip. beiruit.. got my ass kicked. and played with a straight edge kid so i had to drink all the beer.matt. amy. ellen. rachael. jess. tim. ryan nye. <33 and other people. but mostly just happy to see them.

and i set my alarm for 11:30 and i dont remember shutting it off but i didnt wake up until 1:30... and now i showered, ate breakfast.. and am going to go study...

i called out of work and i feel so incredibly guilty and i dont know why... why do i care so much?? i said
"vernon i dont think i can come in tonight"
and he said "who is this???"
and i said "erin"
"what do you mean you cant come in??"
"i dont think i can make it there for 5"
"are you sick?"
"no"
"well let me know if you need anything, bye"

he didnt even sound that mad. and cvs isnt amazning. so why am i so bothered? weird.

anyways. crunch time. getting ready to fail my chm tests. both of them. an d cant fucking wait until tuesday is over? why... oh so that i can get my wisdom teeth out thursday and go back to school the following monday
whoot.