restored.

[1st_star_i_see]

she is singing so sweet
i cant get out of bed
maybe the world will end again
so i'll be left alone to sleep

the pain shooting through my ribs
is showing me
how im killing myself for this

she is singing so honestly
i cant hold back the tears
how can i hate the way you make your living
its not my place to ask you to stay when i know youre leaving

unreal, you were the best present
my imagination ever thought to pretend
beautiful man
wont you visit my dreams again

wish i was brave enough
to cut
off my hands
theyve been chained to the west ocean's floor
since i felt the airplane land

she is singing so calmly
as i drownd against the sand
im losing my last breath
as i start to panic

my whole life doesnt pass across my eyes
i only see the vast atlantic
the hudson and the nights we spent

unreal, you were the best present
my imagination ever thought to pretend
beautiful man
wont you visit my dreams again