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[1st_death]

so i got brian to go to homecoming

haha i win

but umm...yea so i'm still in my mood....but it's not so obvious now....

i am SO going to kick miranda's ass and jake's too...

when, idk, but i will
if i don't then my sister and all her military friends will..

haha

i'm starting to give up
i don't care
i really don't care

i don't think i've ever been this pissed, or for this long
but what fucking ever

screw all this shit
fuck it all

i'm not going to go out of my way to be friends with anyone anymore...no one does it for me

why should i be the only one putting in effort?

why do i have to deal with this?

i go out of my way to make life easy for everyone
and to be pleasent
and you know what....it has gotten me no where

absolutly no where

so no more,
i'm not going to go out of my way for everyone anymore

only those who actually give a fuck
those who don't make my life the living hell that it is

only they will get the nice me

everyone else....well...
FUCK THEM