in the words of my idol
I left ryan a lil comment tonight
"hey dude, im about to go to bed and you were on my mind. i actually got chills. kinda still find it hard to believe you know.....umm...so i wish i was able to be there today for the celebration of your life. im sorry that i couldnt be and to be honest, its probably better i wasnt. Im not good with these things anyway. Im pretty emotionless but when it comes to these parts of life, i really cant handle it. so, im here in florida being as productive as i possibly can be. recording this record and QUAY will be on it. Your name will be in the inlay of the cd. I hope it sells so many records so your name is in every single on of their hands. I dont want to say youll be missed, cus you are missed and i think youll always be missed and your a perfect example of why we should never take our lives for granted. How fragile we really are is beyond me. Especially since we sometimes convince ourselves that we are invincible. I think we are trained to think that from a young age. I think about when I was a kid, and i was fearless. I would jump off the couch, the top of the bunk bed, id crash my bike, id get stitches, scars, bruises and more. Then people start coming in and telling you "dont do that! Youll get hurt" So you start to hold back because your "aware" now. Even in love, our first experiences are not to be afraid, but to love with our entire hearts. Then someone comes along and shows you how fragile you really are. You realize, even your heart which is physical but the emotion within it, which is an intangible thing, only felt thru goosebumps and butterflies, is not. You realize how that feels and how even that can make a person feel invincible. Until its taken away. Then, we learn to embrace fear. Fear of loss, fear of heartbreak, fear of even gain. People make millions of dollars off of our fears. I know im rambling here, i guess i just got carried away. Continue to be fearless triple threat ryan. Ill do my best to be the same.
- Danny"
"hey dude, im about to go to bed and you were on my mind. i actually got chills. kinda still find it hard to believe you know.....umm...so i wish i was able to be there today for the celebration of your life. im sorry that i couldnt be and to be honest, its probably better i wasnt. Im not good with these things anyway. Im pretty emotionless but when it comes to these parts of life, i really cant handle it. so, im here in florida being as productive as i possibly can be. recording this record and QUAY will be on it. Your name will be in the inlay of the cd. I hope it sells so many records so your name is in every single on of their hands. I dont want to say youll be missed, cus you are missed and i think youll always be missed and your a perfect example of why we should never take our lives for granted. How fragile we really are is beyond me. Especially since we sometimes convince ourselves that we are invincible. I think we are trained to think that from a young age. I think about when I was a kid, and i was fearless. I would jump off the couch, the top of the bunk bed, id crash my bike, id get stitches, scars, bruises and more. Then people start coming in and telling you "dont do that! Youll get hurt" So you start to hold back because your "aware" now. Even in love, our first experiences are not to be afraid, but to love with our entire hearts. Then someone comes along and shows you how fragile you really are. You realize, even your heart which is physical but the emotion within it, which is an intangible thing, only felt thru goosebumps and butterflies, is not. You realize how that feels and how even that can make a person feel invincible. Until its taken away. Then, we learn to embrace fear. Fear of loss, fear of heartbreak, fear of even gain. People make millions of dollars off of our fears. I know im rambling here, i guess i just got carried away. Continue to be fearless triple threat ryan. Ill do my best to be the same.
- Danny"