Aug 16, 2006 00:21
I have never been more confused in my life...I mean I am blessed far beyond what I deserve, God is infinitely Wonderful, I am loved, I have so much to give, ect...Yet I still feel confused????...I don’t know how to put it at all, that is a big reason why I haven’t been blogging, I just have no clue how to say anything that I am feeling, and what I have been doing has been quite boring...so I guess I am going to be back in Knoxville by Friday night...I am home just until my Mom heals up from her surgery...In an unsettling way I am looking forward to school swamping me with work, so it might pull me up out of my feelings and thoughts, and into my school work and maybe then I can forget...In other news I have binge bought several more CDs (10 in the last two weeks) and they rock my socks off!!!
he that prays as he ought, will seek to live as he prays
6 pillars of change and self control