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i hate work.
so much.
i want to quit and never go back.
i think ive gotten myself in too deep.
hmmm, whatever should i back off? idk
so apparently more people have something against me than i thought. kinda depressing. kinda i dont care. lame. i didnt think i did anything to anyone these days. cool.
i wanna go to the beach, i wish the weather wasnt so shitty lately.
last night i went over to seans house (a kid i work with) he was having a party. it was pretty sweet. me and another girl i work with were the only girls there out of like 25 guys that i didnt know at all, or had ever seen. i felt like i was in a gay bar. it was cute tho, cause like these apartments are by FGCU so like they have "rape cords" in every room, and some dick kid decided to pull it. and they have parties all the time so this was the 4th false alarm they have had this month, and its the 18th lol. sooo the security comes in and we have beer EVERYWHERE and i guess that doesnt matter. weird. anyways we played a few rounds of beer pong!!!!!!!! funtimes. anyways i lost, which started my night. lolzz. thats about it, then just u kno ran around like a dumbass and called people and left messages that i shouldnt have, saying things i shouldnt have. :o(
tonight was gay ive decided.
call me?
Martha out.
so much.
i want to quit and never go back.
i think ive gotten myself in too deep.
hmmm, whatever should i back off? idk
so apparently more people have something against me than i thought. kinda depressing. kinda i dont care. lame. i didnt think i did anything to anyone these days. cool.
i wanna go to the beach, i wish the weather wasnt so shitty lately.
last night i went over to seans house (a kid i work with) he was having a party. it was pretty sweet. me and another girl i work with were the only girls there out of like 25 guys that i didnt know at all, or had ever seen. i felt like i was in a gay bar. it was cute tho, cause like these apartments are by FGCU so like they have "rape cords" in every room, and some dick kid decided to pull it. and they have parties all the time so this was the 4th false alarm they have had this month, and its the 18th lol. sooo the security comes in and we have beer EVERYWHERE and i guess that doesnt matter. weird. anyways we played a few rounds of beer pong!!!!!!!! funtimes. anyways i lost, which started my night. lolzz. thats about it, then just u kno ran around like a dumbass and called people and left messages that i shouldnt have, saying things i shouldnt have. :o(
tonight was gay ive decided.
call me?
Martha out.