My greatest fear...
so I've been thinking...
I think I'm afraid of intimacy. The thought of being naked in front of someone new horrifies me. I lost 100 pounds last year, and now I'm not just fat, my skin is too big for me too! That, coupled with the nagative echoes of my last girlfriend (she was always telling me I was fat and sometimes even ugly) have severely traumatized me. How can I be with someone if the one thing that scares me is what's most important to them?
I think I'm afraid of intimacy. The thought of being naked in front of someone new horrifies me. I lost 100 pounds last year, and now I'm not just fat, my skin is too big for me too! That, coupled with the nagative echoes of my last girlfriend (she was always telling me I was fat and sometimes even ugly) have severely traumatized me. How can I be with someone if the one thing that scares me is what's most important to them?