you know what i hate?
i hate when you want someone to call you soooooo badly, and you dont wanna be the first one to call. i hate when i wanna yell at the phone "CALL ME!!!!" and they never do when you want them to. why cant it just work when you say call me, call me, call me over and over? i hate when your phone rings and for just a second you think maybe it is the person youve been waiting for! and it ends up being the person you least wanna talk to. sigh oh well i guess i will have to try the pretending not to care thing, and not be the first one to call.