Oct 17, 2005 11:58
Things are going okay, but I am still trying to figure things out. Why can't life be easier then it is. Why can't somebody make my decisions for me. They will make the wrong ones and I will hav eto live with them, but it will keep me from breaking hearts myself. I don't know what to say, do, or feel. There was a love but what is it now. Is this new one just a filler between the next or will he last. Mass Confusion is here and here to stay, but sometimes I wish that cloud would rise and my mind would clear so I can make my decision and save the day!