50/50
Fandom: Real Person Slash (Super Junior)
Pairing: Han Geng ("Hankyung") - Choi ShiWon
Theme set: Delta
Rating: G - R
Warnings: Slash, Sexual Situations et all.
1. Air
Shiwon could have said something earlier, he supposed, something back when they were training and it would have been easier, but then his hyung would give one of his small shy smiles, or would puff out his cheeks the way Shi liked, or, worst of all, dance and Shiwon would find any words knocked clean out of his head and off his tongue, along with the air from his chest.
2. Apples
"Sweet, really sweet, and soft, and supple... Juicy even-" Han spoke until he was interrupted with a"What are you guys talking about?", and Shiwon's eyebrows rose as he entered the room as Han and Teukie exchanged the same knowing glance and Han smiled innocently, replying quickly: "Apples."
3. Beginning
There was no real beginning to their relationship, more faltering shakey steps in that direction for nearly a half year before HeeChul popped up from behind the sofa one night and pushed their heads together into a kiss, and Han would have chased him cursing and Shiwon would have gone beet root red from embarassment if not for the fact that they didn't actually stop kissing.
4. Bugs
Geng had had his suspicions for years honestly; Shiwon somehow always seemed to be there when he needed comforting, to take care of him when he was sick, to squish him half to death with cuddles and squash any bugs in the shower; it was a little like having an extra affectionate manservant sometimes.
5. Coffee
Formerly a coffee addict, nearly as bad as YehSung himself, HanKyung found his cravings gone; all it took in the morning was one sweet soft kiss from a familiar pair of lips and he was up and ready to go in seconds.
6. Dark
"Okay go ahead" Shiwon sat as the elder look at the ground, then rose his head slowly, dark dark pools fixated on Shiwon, staring through him, piercing him, and the younger felt his mouth go dry as he was hypnotized.... "Well? How was that? ... Shi?" "Hmm? Oh yeah yeah, great way to open an Mv, people will remember your eyes for sure."
7. Despair
"Hang on, wait till I show you the baby pictures Wonnie, such a chubby little thing" Geng sighed at his mother's words and hid his face in despair; he knew he shouldnt have brought Shiwon to meet his parents.
8. Doors
When Han had said in the early months of his friendship with Shiwon that his "door was always open" in shaky Korean, he had not realized the other would take it so literally and would come in every over night to cuddle the elder in his bed claiming he was "having touble sleeping", but he couldn't say he minded.
9. Drink
Shiwon had told KangIn, as his only viable appa figure in situations such as this, of his intentions and his fears of rejection and continually, nervously fingered the ring in his pocket, and Youngwoon's first reaction had been one of his atypical ones: "What you need is a stiff drink." but for once, Shiwon whole heartedly agreed.
10. Duty
Cold blood ran through him as he finally admitted his biggest secret to his father, that "I love Geng and I want to spend the rest of my life with him and I don't care what you think", and he had come prepared for yelling, disgust, disinheritment, but certainly not the "Well, you had better propose and bring him home for your mother to meet then if think you're that serious." that he was met with instead, and for the first time in his life that he could remember, Shiwon actually embraced his father.
11. Earth
Geng was sure it was love for sure the moment he saw the mud of Shiwon's boots rubbed into the carpet mat in the hall that he had just cleaned and didn't get angry; he did however go to yell at EunHyuk whose footprint was very clear beside his boyfriends.
12. End
They had had no real beginning and, as HanKyung realized when Shiwon got down on one knee, they weren't going to have an end either.
13. Fall
Shiwon left kisses to the new bite mark on his shoulder, nuzzling at the soft skin of his neck while Geng just tried to get his breathing under control, waiting for his pulse to drop back to normal, the last waves of climax fading from his mind and holding the younger close.
14. Fire
He had been vaguely aware his feelings towards the Chinese hyung were different than for any of his other friends, but it was only when he saw the other dance, his traditional dance, that Shiwon realized it was burning want in his heart; he wanted this soft beautiful person to be his, and his alone.
15. Flexible
"I know you want me..."with that husky voice in his ear, Shi mused that Geng may have been a cuddly panda bear in public, but he was a panther in the bedroom - "The question is... how?" and a million ideas burst in Shi's head.
16. Flying
For the first time in his life, he was not filled with dread during the flight, but soothed warmth, as Shi's hand lay strong but soft atop his own, and he wondered whether it was the altitude or the touch that was making his heart beat so fast.
17. Food
It was like God was teasing him; soft spoken, beautiful features, a kind heart, a gorgeous dancer, a brilliant cook, plenty of the features of his perfect woman and yet Geng was, undeniably, a man.
18. Foot
"Really, you don't have to-""No, but I want to" Shiwon smiled softly at the other and continued to rub warm hands on rough soles, caressing joints and muscles, working out the tension of another day of dancing and performing.
19. Grave
"No, I'd die with you." Shiwon replied, like it was the most natural thing in the world, because to him it was; there was no "after Geng" and he wouldn't act like there was.
20. Green
Shi's innocence would be annoying if he didn't find it so appealing, a full grown man who seemed so inexperienced in everything, so green, and Geng had to wonder how he had kept his past grilfriend's hands off him.
21. Head
It was case of his heart versus his head, up until the point at which his gaze fell upon Geng's rather well endowed behind; then it was a case of both cat calling and Shi realizing this was something he was not going to be able to ignore.
22. Hollow
When he saw him with Stella, his stomach turned; he felt hollow inside because he knew he could kiss him better, knew he could hold him better, knew he could love him better.
23. Honor
Geng bit his lips in nerves as Shiwon pressed his finger to the bell, swallowing hard as the door opened and - "It's my pleasure to meet you Mr Choi."
24. Hope
Of course Shiwon was still the groups whooping boy, and there was few things that HeeChul or KangIn couldnt bully him into, or Hae and Hyuk couldn't tease him into, but Geng held the hope that he could help Shi stop being so ridiculously nice to everyone - except himself of course.
25. Light
It wasn't so much that Shiwon was clearly going to be a superstar, but to Geng, the other actually, physically glowed, whether the dim beauty of the younger at rest, or that full, blindingly amazing light when he saw Shiwon smile and laugh.
26. Lost
"Yep, we're lost hyung, I did tell you this wasnt the way" Shiwon announced unceremoniously, considering calling for help from the other's in the hope that they'd hear, and pretty certain the idea of everyone going on a forest walk was a bad one, until he saw the look in Geng's eye, a soft "Oh" escaping his mouth and found himself shirtless before they had hit the suprisingly soft surface of the leaves on the ground.
27. Metal
It was only a small, light metal band on his finger but it still meant more to him than any of his other possessions.
28. New
He wasn't sure he liked how he looked in the suit, even if it was new and ridiculously expensive; this was gonna be a life defining day, and he wanted to look his best when he went from "Mr Han" to "Mr Han-Choi" (and he had wanted it to be Choi Han but Shi wouldn't have it).
29. Old
"I wore this the day I married his father. I think it's only right..." She pinned the small flower to his lapel and Geng let a finger brush over the pure white petals, eyebrows raised slightly as he searched for words of thanks that wouldn't come.
30. Peace
Shiwon had become phenomenally snapy at everyone at late when Geng slept; he knew his boyfriend was working hard enough as it was without people interrupting what sleep he grabbed, so he put aside his usual nice guy persona and patrolled the area outside their room like a particularly viscious muscley pit bull, leaping down the throat of anyone who would dare disturb the peace of the one he loved.
31.Poison
He was insecure, sure; he had never loved another man, never felt what he felt for Geng, so he was protective, possessive but the elder showed him his love to constantly, and he learned to loosen up over time, believing and trusting, and his insecurities never poisoned their relationship.
32. Pretty
"Yah~ Don't be silly hyung, you're not pretty cause pretty is HeeChul and I don't like pretty. What you are is my breathtakingly handsome Han Geng."
33. Rain
Shiwon may have been shy about asking for intimacies, but he found his ways; after one particularly memorable incident where Shiwon had come home soaked to the skin, shirt clinging to his form and Geng had practically thrown him on the bed, the younger seemed to get caught out in the rain a lot more often, but of course he payed dearly for this when he got the flu and Geng had to nurse him for a week.
34. Regret
He did regret keeping the other waiting so long while he figured himself out, but then he hadn't known something this good was waiting for him.
35. Roses
The only thing that had ever bothered Geng about Shi was that the other so rarely danced with him, but that just made it all the better when one night, Shi pulled him out onto the floor, popped a rose into his own mouth and grinned that crazy, lovable grin and proceeded to waltz him around the room.
36. Secret
They were lucky, they knew; what other music scene in the world could you be wrapped around the one you loved without any suspicion, with people saying it was "just for the fans".
37. Snakes
He wondered if this was a temptation; he was on route to become a star, to fufil his dreams, at the cusp of everything he'd ever thought he wanted and suddenly there was this soft Chinese boy, offering him a forbidden apple, and making him want it more than anything else.
38. Snow
Geng did worry sometimes, that maybe he pervading the other's innocence, when that was one of his favourite things about Shiwon, but the other never seemed to falter, always pure as new snow no matter the level of passion in their relationship.
39. Solid
His finger's traced soft shapes on the other's chest, hand brushing over the strong solid muscle underneath and he could feel Shiwon's breath catch, feel the other's anticipation and it drove him wild.
40. Spring
Geng hated the hotel, hated everything about it, hated that they couldn't stay in their own apartment for the night but their flight had been delayed and their was no choice about it, and he especially hated that the second they walked into their room he could see a spring poking up, uncomfortable and out of place on the matress, but Shiwon slipped onto that side without a second thought and refused to be moved and as he lay in the other's arms, he watched Shiwon sleep and decided instead of complaining about one bad day, he'd be grateful for what he did have.
41. Stable
"We'll have a big house, out in the country, so that Rider can have lots of room to run, and the kids will have lots of space to play, and the guys can come to stay whenever they like, and we'll have a swimming pool and a tennis court and stable and a-" Geng chuckled, shaking his head and pressed his lips to Shiwon's, silencing the younger.
42. Strange
He was somewhat thankful that, in a group as weird as Super Junior, being gay was actually one of the more normal quirks, and never complained once when ShinDong wandered around dressed as a woman or when SungMin decided to "do" YehSung's nails.
43. Summer
Shiwon became notoriously hard to drag to the beaches after they got together, because that would mean looking at Han, half naked and soaking wet with his hair slicked back and he knew exactly what effect that would have on his body, and he did not need that kind of public embarassment, no sir.
44. Taboo
"To be honest, I don't care if you two chain each other up in the BEdroom and whip each other, long as no one finds out, understood? No funny busin- ... well a little funny business in public but not too much, you hear?" "Yes Mr. Lee"
45. Ugly
He knew people didnt like him, simply because of his race, because a difference in skin tone and a different shape to his eye was enough for them to brand him ugly and he hated that, but then Shiwon would whisper to him, in the late hours, about how beautiful he was, how stunned by him he was, and it made it all feel better.
46. War
It was full artillery in the bedroom; lips pressing, teeth grazing, hands scratching, legs tangling, muscles stretching and souls meeting.
47. Water
Water trickled from the shower head, down his bare form but its heat was ignored, nothing compared to the burning of the other's hand on his stomach and hip, and the pure inferno that engulfed him as the elder entered him.
48. Welcome
When Shiwon got home after a long days shoot, there was nothing quite like feeling the others hands working softly on his shoulders, the kisses appplied to the sensitive areas of his neck and the sweet soft whispers of love and affection as the tension and stress flooded out of him.
49. Winter
The world was a colder, darker place when Shiwon was gone and he couldn't bare it; Shiwon was his sun, his light, his warmth, and he was lost without him.
50. Wood
He had resigned himself to the fiery pit for loving a man, but one evening, and it seemed so many years since they had begun, they walked through a wood together, for what felt like the first time and and Shiwon swore he could see Han's still so handsome face get younger by the second in that soft light and the elder turned to him and smiled, spoke a soft but strong "Come on" and quirked his head toward the setting sun and led him towards it, and Shiwon thought that maybe, he had found heaven after all.
Pairing: Han Geng ("Hankyung") - Choi ShiWon
Theme set: Delta
Rating: G - R
Warnings: Slash, Sexual Situations et all.
1. Air
Shiwon could have said something earlier, he supposed, something back when they were training and it would have been easier, but then his hyung would give one of his small shy smiles, or would puff out his cheeks the way Shi liked, or, worst of all, dance and Shiwon would find any words knocked clean out of his head and off his tongue, along with the air from his chest.
2. Apples
"Sweet, really sweet, and soft, and supple... Juicy even-" Han spoke until he was interrupted with a"What are you guys talking about?", and Shiwon's eyebrows rose as he entered the room as Han and Teukie exchanged the same knowing glance and Han smiled innocently, replying quickly: "Apples."
3. Beginning
There was no real beginning to their relationship, more faltering shakey steps in that direction for nearly a half year before HeeChul popped up from behind the sofa one night and pushed their heads together into a kiss, and Han would have chased him cursing and Shiwon would have gone beet root red from embarassment if not for the fact that they didn't actually stop kissing.
4. Bugs
Geng had had his suspicions for years honestly; Shiwon somehow always seemed to be there when he needed comforting, to take care of him when he was sick, to squish him half to death with cuddles and squash any bugs in the shower; it was a little like having an extra affectionate manservant sometimes.
5. Coffee
Formerly a coffee addict, nearly as bad as YehSung himself, HanKyung found his cravings gone; all it took in the morning was one sweet soft kiss from a familiar pair of lips and he was up and ready to go in seconds.
6. Dark
"Okay go ahead" Shiwon sat as the elder look at the ground, then rose his head slowly, dark dark pools fixated on Shiwon, staring through him, piercing him, and the younger felt his mouth go dry as he was hypnotized.... "Well? How was that? ... Shi?" "Hmm? Oh yeah yeah, great way to open an Mv, people will remember your eyes for sure."
7. Despair
"Hang on, wait till I show you the baby pictures Wonnie, such a chubby little thing" Geng sighed at his mother's words and hid his face in despair; he knew he shouldnt have brought Shiwon to meet his parents.
8. Doors
When Han had said in the early months of his friendship with Shiwon that his "door was always open" in shaky Korean, he had not realized the other would take it so literally and would come in every over night to cuddle the elder in his bed claiming he was "having touble sleeping", but he couldn't say he minded.
9. Drink
Shiwon had told KangIn, as his only viable appa figure in situations such as this, of his intentions and his fears of rejection and continually, nervously fingered the ring in his pocket, and Youngwoon's first reaction had been one of his atypical ones: "What you need is a stiff drink." but for once, Shiwon whole heartedly agreed.
10. Duty
Cold blood ran through him as he finally admitted his biggest secret to his father, that "I love Geng and I want to spend the rest of my life with him and I don't care what you think", and he had come prepared for yelling, disgust, disinheritment, but certainly not the "Well, you had better propose and bring him home for your mother to meet then if think you're that serious." that he was met with instead, and for the first time in his life that he could remember, Shiwon actually embraced his father.
11. Earth
Geng was sure it was love for sure the moment he saw the mud of Shiwon's boots rubbed into the carpet mat in the hall that he had just cleaned and didn't get angry; he did however go to yell at EunHyuk whose footprint was very clear beside his boyfriends.
12. End
They had had no real beginning and, as HanKyung realized when Shiwon got down on one knee, they weren't going to have an end either.
13. Fall
Shiwon left kisses to the new bite mark on his shoulder, nuzzling at the soft skin of his neck while Geng just tried to get his breathing under control, waiting for his pulse to drop back to normal, the last waves of climax fading from his mind and holding the younger close.
14. Fire
He had been vaguely aware his feelings towards the Chinese hyung were different than for any of his other friends, but it was only when he saw the other dance, his traditional dance, that Shiwon realized it was burning want in his heart; he wanted this soft beautiful person to be his, and his alone.
15. Flexible
"I know you want me..."with that husky voice in his ear, Shi mused that Geng may have been a cuddly panda bear in public, but he was a panther in the bedroom - "The question is... how?" and a million ideas burst in Shi's head.
16. Flying
For the first time in his life, he was not filled with dread during the flight, but soothed warmth, as Shi's hand lay strong but soft atop his own, and he wondered whether it was the altitude or the touch that was making his heart beat so fast.
17. Food
It was like God was teasing him; soft spoken, beautiful features, a kind heart, a gorgeous dancer, a brilliant cook, plenty of the features of his perfect woman and yet Geng was, undeniably, a man.
18. Foot
"Really, you don't have to-""No, but I want to" Shiwon smiled softly at the other and continued to rub warm hands on rough soles, caressing joints and muscles, working out the tension of another day of dancing and performing.
19. Grave
"No, I'd die with you." Shiwon replied, like it was the most natural thing in the world, because to him it was; there was no "after Geng" and he wouldn't act like there was.
20. Green
Shi's innocence would be annoying if he didn't find it so appealing, a full grown man who seemed so inexperienced in everything, so green, and Geng had to wonder how he had kept his past grilfriend's hands off him.
21. Head
It was case of his heart versus his head, up until the point at which his gaze fell upon Geng's rather well endowed behind; then it was a case of both cat calling and Shi realizing this was something he was not going to be able to ignore.
22. Hollow
When he saw him with Stella, his stomach turned; he felt hollow inside because he knew he could kiss him better, knew he could hold him better, knew he could love him better.
23. Honor
Geng bit his lips in nerves as Shiwon pressed his finger to the bell, swallowing hard as the door opened and - "It's my pleasure to meet you Mr Choi."
24. Hope
Of course Shiwon was still the groups whooping boy, and there was few things that HeeChul or KangIn couldnt bully him into, or Hae and Hyuk couldn't tease him into, but Geng held the hope that he could help Shi stop being so ridiculously nice to everyone - except himself of course.
25. Light
It wasn't so much that Shiwon was clearly going to be a superstar, but to Geng, the other actually, physically glowed, whether the dim beauty of the younger at rest, or that full, blindingly amazing light when he saw Shiwon smile and laugh.
26. Lost
"Yep, we're lost hyung, I did tell you this wasnt the way" Shiwon announced unceremoniously, considering calling for help from the other's in the hope that they'd hear, and pretty certain the idea of everyone going on a forest walk was a bad one, until he saw the look in Geng's eye, a soft "Oh" escaping his mouth and found himself shirtless before they had hit the suprisingly soft surface of the leaves on the ground.
27. Metal
It was only a small, light metal band on his finger but it still meant more to him than any of his other possessions.
28. New
He wasn't sure he liked how he looked in the suit, even if it was new and ridiculously expensive; this was gonna be a life defining day, and he wanted to look his best when he went from "Mr Han" to "Mr Han-Choi" (and he had wanted it to be Choi Han but Shi wouldn't have it).
29. Old
"I wore this the day I married his father. I think it's only right..." She pinned the small flower to his lapel and Geng let a finger brush over the pure white petals, eyebrows raised slightly as he searched for words of thanks that wouldn't come.
30. Peace
Shiwon had become phenomenally snapy at everyone at late when Geng slept; he knew his boyfriend was working hard enough as it was without people interrupting what sleep he grabbed, so he put aside his usual nice guy persona and patrolled the area outside their room like a particularly viscious muscley pit bull, leaping down the throat of anyone who would dare disturb the peace of the one he loved.
31.Poison
He was insecure, sure; he had never loved another man, never felt what he felt for Geng, so he was protective, possessive but the elder showed him his love to constantly, and he learned to loosen up over time, believing and trusting, and his insecurities never poisoned their relationship.
32. Pretty
"Yah~ Don't be silly hyung, you're not pretty cause pretty is HeeChul and I don't like pretty. What you are is my breathtakingly handsome Han Geng."
33. Rain
Shiwon may have been shy about asking for intimacies, but he found his ways; after one particularly memorable incident where Shiwon had come home soaked to the skin, shirt clinging to his form and Geng had practically thrown him on the bed, the younger seemed to get caught out in the rain a lot more often, but of course he payed dearly for this when he got the flu and Geng had to nurse him for a week.
34. Regret
He did regret keeping the other waiting so long while he figured himself out, but then he hadn't known something this good was waiting for him.
35. Roses
The only thing that had ever bothered Geng about Shi was that the other so rarely danced with him, but that just made it all the better when one night, Shi pulled him out onto the floor, popped a rose into his own mouth and grinned that crazy, lovable grin and proceeded to waltz him around the room.
36. Secret
They were lucky, they knew; what other music scene in the world could you be wrapped around the one you loved without any suspicion, with people saying it was "just for the fans".
37. Snakes
He wondered if this was a temptation; he was on route to become a star, to fufil his dreams, at the cusp of everything he'd ever thought he wanted and suddenly there was this soft Chinese boy, offering him a forbidden apple, and making him want it more than anything else.
38. Snow
Geng did worry sometimes, that maybe he pervading the other's innocence, when that was one of his favourite things about Shiwon, but the other never seemed to falter, always pure as new snow no matter the level of passion in their relationship.
39. Solid
His finger's traced soft shapes on the other's chest, hand brushing over the strong solid muscle underneath and he could feel Shiwon's breath catch, feel the other's anticipation and it drove him wild.
40. Spring
Geng hated the hotel, hated everything about it, hated that they couldn't stay in their own apartment for the night but their flight had been delayed and their was no choice about it, and he especially hated that the second they walked into their room he could see a spring poking up, uncomfortable and out of place on the matress, but Shiwon slipped onto that side without a second thought and refused to be moved and as he lay in the other's arms, he watched Shiwon sleep and decided instead of complaining about one bad day, he'd be grateful for what he did have.
41. Stable
"We'll have a big house, out in the country, so that Rider can have lots of room to run, and the kids will have lots of space to play, and the guys can come to stay whenever they like, and we'll have a swimming pool and a tennis court and stable and a-" Geng chuckled, shaking his head and pressed his lips to Shiwon's, silencing the younger.
42. Strange
He was somewhat thankful that, in a group as weird as Super Junior, being gay was actually one of the more normal quirks, and never complained once when ShinDong wandered around dressed as a woman or when SungMin decided to "do" YehSung's nails.
43. Summer
Shiwon became notoriously hard to drag to the beaches after they got together, because that would mean looking at Han, half naked and soaking wet with his hair slicked back and he knew exactly what effect that would have on his body, and he did not need that kind of public embarassment, no sir.
44. Taboo
"To be honest, I don't care if you two chain each other up in the BEdroom and whip each other, long as no one finds out, understood? No funny busin- ... well a little funny business in public but not too much, you hear?" "Yes Mr. Lee"
45. Ugly
He knew people didnt like him, simply because of his race, because a difference in skin tone and a different shape to his eye was enough for them to brand him ugly and he hated that, but then Shiwon would whisper to him, in the late hours, about how beautiful he was, how stunned by him he was, and it made it all feel better.
46. War
It was full artillery in the bedroom; lips pressing, teeth grazing, hands scratching, legs tangling, muscles stretching and souls meeting.
47. Water
Water trickled from the shower head, down his bare form but its heat was ignored, nothing compared to the burning of the other's hand on his stomach and hip, and the pure inferno that engulfed him as the elder entered him.
48. Welcome
When Shiwon got home after a long days shoot, there was nothing quite like feeling the others hands working softly on his shoulders, the kisses appplied to the sensitive areas of his neck and the sweet soft whispers of love and affection as the tension and stress flooded out of him.
49. Winter
The world was a colder, darker place when Shiwon was gone and he couldn't bare it; Shiwon was his sun, his light, his warmth, and he was lost without him.
50. Wood
He had resigned himself to the fiery pit for loving a man, but one evening, and it seemed so many years since they had begun, they walked through a wood together, for what felt like the first time and and Shiwon swore he could see Han's still so handsome face get younger by the second in that soft light and the elder turned to him and smiled, spoke a soft but strong "Come on" and quirked his head toward the setting sun and led him towards it, and Shiwon thought that maybe, he had found heaven after all.