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[1ryteouskid]

i guess i feel better today... but i am still kind of in the same situation. actually not kind of but a lot. i was quite convincing today and got out of going to dulces!! but i am now obligated to do the march performance for JBT. it really sucks. and i now have to go this saturday from 11:30 in the morning till 4:00 p.m.!!!!! i think i am going to die. but something really great happened today (for once in my life). i can sign up for journalism classes somewhere(the only thing is im not sure where yet) so that i can get started on what i want to be in the future. then amanda, me, and nichole went to this drivers ed thing to drop nichole off and this guy walked by and had the best hair i have ever seen. it was kind of long and wavy and went over one eye...it was amazing. anyways i guess some good things happened today but that one thing u guys(jess and jill since you're the only 2 that will probably read this) kno about still is bothering me and whenever i think about it i get so sad... and i know u (jess) said i should talk about it but i dont know if i should. i have a feeling a bad outcome will come out of it like the way things always happen to me... shit, this sucks and im now sad again ill try not to think about it but it is going to stay with me for awhile

i need a lot of advice and i dont care from who, so whoever reads this even if i dont know u please give me advice!!!!