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[1ryteouskid]

holla...isnt the fcat wonderful. and having to dance for 2 periods after it is absolutely wonderful!! so i've been thinking a lot about a lot of stuff and i've realized i have just so much stuff going on in my head at once. take last night... i was up until 2 in the morning just thinking about one person and then thinking about how i may be getting back into my insomniac stage (but hoping i wasnt bc i was a mess when i didnt sleep) and then thinking about that person again. dont u think that it is weird that when u go to school there is always the same group of people that u go up to and talk to...i mean u have other friends but the people u associate w/ the most are the people u mostly hang around. i noticed i do this. and then there are certain people that it u dont kno if u should talk to them bc it may be kind of awkward but u really want to talk to them. like the one person i was thinking about all last night... i havent talked to him in 2 weeks... last time was at a party..i think... but i told him a lot of stuff and i knew it would be kind of weird bc he just got a girlfriend but he said he liked me too but wanted to see how it worked out w/ her... but i really want to talk to him but i feel as if i cant bc ..... idk but i just cant. life sometimes sucks. but i have no dance after school at all this week! SWEET!!! so im definitely just going to chill w/ some friends (and im guessing this will be the people i mostly always associate w/ in the mornings... i should probably start hanging out w/ my other friends... but them too. idk when i think about stuff to hard my mind starts to go crazy and then i get lost in my thoughts. i really need to go to a fun party this weekend. i hope some certain people will show up to them.
holla-
mikaila