*Liana [8:58PM]
I feel like, Alina fulfills me. She's not the one though. Mentally, and of sorts, spiritually. We can sit there, and it feels like I'm talking to myself. Or, I'm as comfortable with her as I am with myself. It's like Drej. Except I'm not sexually attracted to her, and she talks as much as me. That's what surprises me. She gives back to me, as much as I give to her. I don't have to go digging. But it's also not completion.
I'm glad she's a part of my life. But she's not it. She'll always have a role in my life, not that of a passing fancy. But I also think her part won't be deep-rooted.
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I think I've played too much of a role in Ana's life. Her understandings and discoveries should be her own. I'd like to say I've worked so hard for mine, but to some extent it's true. It's a lifelong learning process.
Sometimes I despise her as much as I do parts of me.
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There's also nothing attaching me to Safiyyah, No more understanding. Just old affections. The end.
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Although, with them.. it's home. Or maybe because Alina's there. But just us as a whole, it's fun... I'm too much like myself though. I just open my mouth and talk till I'm hoarse. There's no quality control. I hurt so many people that way, but I don't really care. I don't take initiative to change it. My fault. I'm not a good person, but I don't mind.
I'm glad she's a part of my life. But she's not it. She'll always have a role in my life, not that of a passing fancy. But I also think her part won't be deep-rooted.
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I think I've played too much of a role in Ana's life. Her understandings and discoveries should be her own. I'd like to say I've worked so hard for mine, but to some extent it's true. It's a lifelong learning process.
Sometimes I despise her as much as I do parts of me.
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There's also nothing attaching me to Safiyyah, No more understanding. Just old affections. The end.
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Although, with them.. it's home. Or maybe because Alina's there. But just us as a whole, it's fun... I'm too much like myself though. I just open my mouth and talk till I'm hoarse. There's no quality control. I hurt so many people that way, but I don't really care. I don't take initiative to change it. My fault. I'm not a good person, but I don't mind.