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Well i haven't updated in a while. Nor have i been online too much either. School and too much goin through my mind. I hate always being confused and not knowing what i want for myself. I feel like i dont no myself at all. I AM RESPONSIBLE!! I KNOW THE LIMITS!! god! lol. I'm not gonna be some crazy ass driver god!! and i know when to do whatever with fire. I think way too much. That's prolly why im always confused. I cant wait to get my permit. Somehow i gotta convince my parents to take me!! Finally sixteen!! Hopefully more freedom. Well it's not like i dont but i feel as tho i am. Hard to explain so im not going to.
Yesterday was funn. I had a small get together sleepover thing for ski club ppl to see Constantine like i updated on b4 so if u wanteed to go u could meet us there. Oh man i got so scared on the ride home. You guys are prolly not gonna believe me but we were driving back from the movies and all of a sudden car accident pops in my head as soon as we decide to go on the highway. Well I'm all like shit are we gonna get in a car accident...so being the person tht i am i search deep into my mind to see if i can see my car...if i can someone else if not shit but i saw my car. I did but it was right behind a small tan regular looking car with a man in it and my car was right behind it(whether it was literally like my car or just my crazy imagination that i felt a car accident but hey it was there). Well i see the that tan car in mind on the same highway we were on and as soon as im done watching tht car speed my dad continues the story not as if he was reading my mind. The first thing he says was tht earlier yesterday on my bday the 18th there was a bizarre car accident. A car had flown into a tree. At first i didnt understand cuz i didnt jump to a major conclusion or anything and he explained how a car lost control of his car and flew into a tree on the same highway we were riding on. Then he says yea it was weird seeing tht tan car just sitting in the tree(he didnt see it happen but he saw the aftermath and the news) and immediately i get this strong eerie feeling. Im all like wait a tan car like skin colorish tan like jackie's car tan. he answers yes. then i go a small regualr looking car not like a van or anything like tht just a small regular tan car. he answers yes. then i go there was only one man in the car. he answers yes. I just saw before the car accident in my mind and my dad saw the aftermath. It was sooooooooooo freaky. I started breathing heavily while asking all these questions. On the same highway we were riding. He showed around what tree and everything. I saw before he flew off the road. Its just so weird...i mean im used to like small things like similarities between what might happen in my dreams but never b4 have i seen something so clear in the exact spot it happened well not exact cuz it was going the opposite way tht we were. well according to my dad. eh who knows. but it's just extremely weird and scary. i was so scared idk of what but it was a weird thing to go through. seeing someones's life right before it is gone. I hope my car had nothing to do with it like it had no relevance(what if it did and whoever was driving tht car made him lose control who knows im not gonna do anything bout it either. well what can i dough this is just way too weird). Well anyways Constantine wasnt so horrible but its not worth seeing in the movies. Maybe something just for the point of renting. It was okay.
Well i saw this quiz and found it kind of funny...well the question: What gender is YOUR brain? or whatever it really is.
Your Brain is 53.33% Female, 46.67% Male
Your brain is a healthy mix of male and female
You are both sensitive and savvy
Rational and reasonable, you tend to keep level headed
But you also tend to wear your heart on your sleeve
What Gender Is Your Brain?
Yesterday was funn. I had a small get together sleepover thing for ski club ppl to see Constantine like i updated on b4 so if u wanteed to go u could meet us there. Oh man i got so scared on the ride home. You guys are prolly not gonna believe me but we were driving back from the movies and all of a sudden car accident pops in my head as soon as we decide to go on the highway. Well I'm all like shit are we gonna get in a car accident...so being the person tht i am i search deep into my mind to see if i can see my car...if i can someone else if not shit but i saw my car. I did but it was right behind a small tan regular looking car with a man in it and my car was right behind it(whether it was literally like my car or just my crazy imagination that i felt a car accident but hey it was there). Well i see the that tan car in mind on the same highway we were on and as soon as im done watching tht car speed my dad continues the story not as if he was reading my mind. The first thing he says was tht earlier yesterday on my bday the 18th there was a bizarre car accident. A car had flown into a tree. At first i didnt understand cuz i didnt jump to a major conclusion or anything and he explained how a car lost control of his car and flew into a tree on the same highway we were riding on. Then he says yea it was weird seeing tht tan car just sitting in the tree(he didnt see it happen but he saw the aftermath and the news) and immediately i get this strong eerie feeling. Im all like wait a tan car like skin colorish tan like jackie's car tan. he answers yes. then i go a small regualr looking car not like a van or anything like tht just a small regular tan car. he answers yes. then i go there was only one man in the car. he answers yes. I just saw before the car accident in my mind and my dad saw the aftermath. It was sooooooooooo freaky. I started breathing heavily while asking all these questions. On the same highway we were riding. He showed around what tree and everything. I saw before he flew off the road. Its just so weird...i mean im used to like small things like similarities between what might happen in my dreams but never b4 have i seen something so clear in the exact spot it happened well not exact cuz it was going the opposite way tht we were. well according to my dad. eh who knows. but it's just extremely weird and scary. i was so scared idk of what but it was a weird thing to go through. seeing someones's life right before it is gone. I hope my car had nothing to do with it like it had no relevance(what if it did and whoever was driving tht car made him lose control who knows im not gonna do anything bout it either. well what can i dough this is just way too weird). Well anyways Constantine wasnt so horrible but its not worth seeing in the movies. Maybe something just for the point of renting. It was okay.
Well i saw this quiz and found it kind of funny...well the question: What gender is YOUR brain? or whatever it really is.
Your Brain is 53.33% Female, 46.67% Male
Your brain is a healthy mix of male and female
You are both sensitive and savvy
Rational and reasonable, you tend to keep level headed
But you also tend to wear your heart on your sleeve
What Gender Is Your Brain?