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So yea bored as hell and if i had more time I'd rant on a little more...wow my life has become sad. I really care too much...and it's not really for me...for others. One day my mom said something like- It's hard for us parents. It's hard to see your daughter leave you and grow up and have her own life. It might take us awhile to realize it....and a bunch more and I almost started crying not for me. The first thing I did when she started was put myself in her shoes in her postition in her life. Another time she said- If you want to help the world so bad without learning to respect your own life first then go become a nun and you can become another Mother Teresa...HAHA!!! I found that funny, and yet sadly it's true(not that i wanna become a nun that I care for others and barely myself-keyword barely) I wish I could take a day off or a week from school and do some of the things I really want to do and then go back to school and not have to deal with any of the work I missed..just start off new. I really need to start doing my homework I really do, but I am extremely tired and all i ever wanna do anymore is hang out with friends(normally not like parties where chaotic things could happen-im just not in the mood maybe sum other time...lol), actually be able to read The Republic and Divine Comedy, but I can't. I'll get to distracted from what I'm doing in school and continue to fail everything. There's never free time anymore NEVER and it's starting to get to me. I also need to stop being lazy...I've found that i've been ranting a lot on how much I hate school and doing homework and everything, but in this life you can't do anything without working hard towards it...I guess what i really want to do is focus on one thing at a time...but tht is completely impossible to do.
Sorry for not putting this in an LJ cut I wasn;t expecting to continue typing all i really meant to do was this:
1ofthe_weirdfew
And I am the color...
GREEN!! but I think <*font color="yourusername"> <*b>yourusername<*/b> <*/font>
without the stars and your own user name in place of yourusername will always come up with a green font, but who knows someone else try it...
Sorry for not putting this in an LJ cut I wasn;t expecting to continue typing all i really meant to do was this:
1ofthe_weirdfew
And I am the color...
GREEN!! but I think <*font color="yourusername"> <*b>yourusername<*/b> <*/font>
without the stars and your own user name in place of yourusername will always come up with a green font, but who knows someone else try it...