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Wow.. I've almost had ths livejournal account for three years. Very impressive.
Oh.. a couple more days until I return to school and the rest of my senior year=/.
Hm.. I'm actually worried, I didn't apply to Emerson and I feel as if I'm making the worst mistake in my life. I mean, people always tell me not to worry about how much the tution is or whether you're good enough for the school, just apply, it doesn't hurt. However, I feel as if Emerson would best suit me and give me great potential, but I don't think I have a chance at all. Don't get me wrong, I went to the tour and liked every minute of it, and I truly do believe that if I did end up going there, I'd have great opportunities and awesome job offers. But the truth is, I don't think I'm that good of a student to be there. So.. this leads me to not really have a dream college in mind. I mean, there's Suffolk University, that looks like an awesome place to attend, but it's well known for law and business.. I really do not know where I'll end up going or what for that matter... Heh, that reminds me.. I still have to finish to applying process and yeah..
I have to finish up reading Hamlet before Tuesday and I don't really want to.
Hm.. I hate this.. Everyone at BJ's knows about Corey and I.. Thanks to big mouth Gerald "aka" Gerry. This means that if we're ever working togther, we won't be working buddies at all. I like the idea about working the same time he is... but I can't think of the idea about working on the nights he has off. Or he works in the first shift and he leaves when my shift begins (this always happens!) Would it even be worth it to work there again and I won't be able to see him or see him and not work but also not receive a paycheck?
:sigh:
I want to talk to Corey about this... I mean, I think I have an idea but it all boils down to me. =/ That just made me sound so self-centered...
Enough writing for now.
Oh.. a couple more days until I return to school and the rest of my senior year=/.
Hm.. I'm actually worried, I didn't apply to Emerson and I feel as if I'm making the worst mistake in my life. I mean, people always tell me not to worry about how much the tution is or whether you're good enough for the school, just apply, it doesn't hurt. However, I feel as if Emerson would best suit me and give me great potential, but I don't think I have a chance at all. Don't get me wrong, I went to the tour and liked every minute of it, and I truly do believe that if I did end up going there, I'd have great opportunities and awesome job offers. But the truth is, I don't think I'm that good of a student to be there. So.. this leads me to not really have a dream college in mind. I mean, there's Suffolk University, that looks like an awesome place to attend, but it's well known for law and business.. I really do not know where I'll end up going or what for that matter... Heh, that reminds me.. I still have to finish to applying process and yeah..
I have to finish up reading Hamlet before Tuesday and I don't really want to.
Hm.. I hate this.. Everyone at BJ's knows about Corey and I.. Thanks to big mouth Gerald "aka" Gerry. This means that if we're ever working togther, we won't be working buddies at all. I like the idea about working the same time he is... but I can't think of the idea about working on the nights he has off. Or he works in the first shift and he leaves when my shift begins (this always happens!) Would it even be worth it to work there again and I won't be able to see him or see him and not work but also not receive a paycheck?
:sigh:
I want to talk to Corey about this... I mean, I think I have an idea but it all boils down to me. =/ That just made me sound so self-centered...
Enough writing for now.