TOO LITTLE TOO LATE;
which is the worst?
tripping and falling on vomit and being covered in it. OR eating crockroaches?!
being dumped in front of the entire school OR being asked out in front of the entire school... by a guy with a million pimples.
winning a game and ur boob falls out.. on national television? OR a MAJOR weggie wearing "sexy underwear in front of your fiancees parents"?
hiding the truth from someone you love cause your SCARED youll hurt them OR telling them the truth KNOWING you'll hurt them?
if theres ANYTHING u can possibly do to waste valuable time in you life ... is answering the first 3 questions... 4 for all you technical ppl that count "which is the worst?"
well if u dont get it yet.. the whole point of this is for you to think which is worst
hiding the truth from someone you love cause your SCARED youll hurt them OR telling them the truth KNOWING you'll hurt them?
stop and think.. either way theyll get hurt.. cause from bloody experience... theyll find out. noo matter how hard youlll try to keep it from them.
personally.. the whole "im SCARED to tell them the truth"even tho that person was either my best friend since gr 3... yfc friend.. or my own sister...or cousin. ive gone through every bloody one. so personally id like to experience getting hurt by being told STRAIGHT UP.
how would you feel when someone you've trusted for over 2 years or soemthing... just out of no where was exposed and totally revealed in front of your sensitive and innocent face that the person you've trusted totally invaded your comfort zone and broke your trust in half.. not only that.. but the person they fucked around with told you.. NOT the actual person his/her self. for all you fucked up ppl who take pleasure in stealing and/ or ruining realtionships that you DONT or EVER WILL have .. please tell me what the fuck is the point?! you boost your pride and think your ultimate hot shit? and KNOW that you can get any horny man (which are the good looking men mostly) what you walk by... have fun.. cause i know its SO much fun right? jsut to walk by abunch or guys whistling at you feels good huh? while you see their girlfriend cringing inside? yeah...before i take this WAY too far.. my point is... before you make a girl go insane.. which is a girl like me. haha think.. stop and think... you can WORK your ASS off just to get a guy to whistle at you or soemshit .. or get a girl to notice you.. for all you boy dem haha but doode. there so much more to that... just to get the pride the diginity the popularity? nothank youuu... why ar eyou gunna work ur ass off when the only person thats important sees you already whether it being a girl or boy... why are you gunna stress on someone that FUCKED up your life when you can "stress"on the person trying to make it better. why are you gunna FUCK UP when you know EVERYONES waiting for you to do soo.. as dull as school may seem... and as dull as their life lessons mean . its true when they say you can make the difference. i dont know how it goes for your life.. but in mine.. EVERYBODY'S waiting for me to fuck up and its hard.. espcially when every STEP i take i fuck up. man its not great when they all rub it in your face.. its a gay feeling. when you basically just made a reputation for youself thats SOOO known that if someone were to reinact it they'd call it by YOU NAME.. like.. "doode stop being so lazy.. ur being such a jamie."ahha yeah all im trying to say is that yeah u have the choice to do what u want. and those choices consist of a good one and a badone.. if u didnt notice haha. soo.. you can CHOOSE to tell that someone the truth .. OR you can totally hide it from them and risk the chance of them finding out... getting hurt.. then finding out that YOU ..their best friend.... knew but didn't tell them.. the feeling sucks. im just lucky i have someone to turn to who i know will be there. someone who in around... 2 seconds after the whole "hey.// whats up..nothing u..whats wrong "convo... will say some corny joke.. but never theless.. u still laugh ahah. so yeah.. u CAN work ur ass off but dooode like i said before "dont make a person a priority in your life.. when your only an option in theirs" and another... dont BOTHER changing ppl or changing yourself THINKING youll understand the female/male mind or the way they live..
" but what is the difference between the scientist who observes in his microscope the most minute and unexpected signs of life, adn the old farmer who by contract can barely read or write, who stands in springtime in his garden and comtemplates the buds opening on the branches of his trees? Both are confronted with the riddle of life " - Albert Schweitzer
dont get me wrong.. im really pissed about life right now.. but doode. if God put u to it.. he'll get u through it...
so chill maan. get ur prioities straight... cause you wont realize what you got till its gone