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my first year is coming to an end (thank gawwd),
academically, its been real rough around the edges.
but moving away from home was a good change.
spaced myself from my parents, made me appreciate them a tad more,
but also made me really realize how fucking dependant i am on them.
but i guess at this point, im ok with that, since they support my ass anyways.
it just makes going home (on the rare occasion that i do) so much better.
next year, going home will be a little better. since my parents wont be working no more (yea, they're retiring early), they might have more time to talk to me, and make me yummy food, and be more chill.
moving away has also made me miss my friends back home.
being away has made me become SO out of the loop.
even when i come home, i hardly have time for old time friends, since im home to pick up things, go to doctor appointments and such, and then leave and head back..
but i guess its just one of those things that happen.
i seee pictures of old friends together with drinks in their hands makes me sadd on how many get togethers ive missed out on, and all the birthdays ive missed...gahh, makes me so bummed out
but summer time is coming up, so i definitely want to catch up on that.
when i move into my new place, definitely want to invite all my old time friends up here.
have a bbq, drinkk, blaze, whatever...just sit around and laugh about old times.
reallly really feeling nostalgic right now.
anywho, back to trying to find answers on the chem forum for answers.
life is going to suck until april is over.
till then
academically, its been real rough around the edges.
but moving away from home was a good change.
spaced myself from my parents, made me appreciate them a tad more,
but also made me really realize how fucking dependant i am on them.
but i guess at this point, im ok with that, since they support my ass anyways.
it just makes going home (on the rare occasion that i do) so much better.
next year, going home will be a little better. since my parents wont be working no more (yea, they're retiring early), they might have more time to talk to me, and make me yummy food, and be more chill.
moving away has also made me miss my friends back home.
being away has made me become SO out of the loop.
even when i come home, i hardly have time for old time friends, since im home to pick up things, go to doctor appointments and such, and then leave and head back..
but i guess its just one of those things that happen.
i seee pictures of old friends together with drinks in their hands makes me sadd on how many get togethers ive missed out on, and all the birthdays ive missed...gahh, makes me so bummed out
but summer time is coming up, so i definitely want to catch up on that.
when i move into my new place, definitely want to invite all my old time friends up here.
have a bbq, drinkk, blaze, whatever...just sit around and laugh about old times.
reallly really feeling nostalgic right now.
anywho, back to trying to find answers on the chem forum for answers.
life is going to suck until april is over.
till then