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im so confused right now.
about what to feel, or how to feel.
i keep telling myself that its whats best, so just to leave it as it is.
but its still in the back of my head.
as much as i want it to happen, bla, it never works out for me anyways.
so im just going to let it go.
ive come to the conclusion that i have horrible luck.
school wise. gahh, still not looking hot.
man, i SO fucked up first semester.
im so nocturnal. i go thru then week without seeing daylight.
wide awake at night, and sleeping during the day.
not healthy i tell you.
2mrw is my 2nd last midterm before finals.
gaaahhh, i sooo need a break from all this.
life's a mother fucking rollar coaster and a half man.
about what to feel, or how to feel.
i keep telling myself that its whats best, so just to leave it as it is.
but its still in the back of my head.
as much as i want it to happen, bla, it never works out for me anyways.
so im just going to let it go.
ive come to the conclusion that i have horrible luck.
school wise. gahh, still not looking hot.
man, i SO fucked up first semester.
im so nocturnal. i go thru then week without seeing daylight.
wide awake at night, and sleeping during the day.
not healthy i tell you.
2mrw is my 2nd last midterm before finals.
gaaahhh, i sooo need a break from all this.
life's a mother fucking rollar coaster and a half man.