i've got another confession to make...
fuck. im crazy. just when i think i can have things out of my life, i can go on in my own head even. just when i drank a whole bottle of tequila at the bar friday with two of my best friends in the world, and they reassured me i was doing better, that they could see a change in me, that i was over shit.
i had to look on you tube @ a wrestling video, and see something in related links. so good for so long.. i clicked it on then i closed the window. i think im ok, not gonna drive myself nuts.
just need to vent. there that was venting.
lets see update-erino.
went out friday night with steve and ian, we went to a bar called maggie mae's we really liked it, queens blvd, and 42 street. hardcore irish, lots of girls, lots of lesbian girls too. so many that we inquired if it was a lezzy bar. the pretty decent looking drunk female behind the bar informed me nah, lasses come over from eye are lund (how she pronounced ireland) they like to go crazy, cannot do that kind of stuff over there.
i say fuck it, i saw some hot girls kissing, and we drank a whole bottle of cuervo 1800. talked to some, but eh w/e i hate night life. society is doomed because we're a generation of internet retards, and i really just dont think im comfortable trying to find a girl in person, and i have this skeevy internet aversion.
had a bunch of interviews lately, hopefully something breaks soon, they have been going better, its very frustrating. some people should be more understanding, that im trying so hard, and i spazz out and not give me a soliloquy about why im an asshole.
ian was supposed to get us afi tix for end of june i should call him and see if he got em. crazy fucker is going to japan in july god to hate that i cant go. we'd been talking about doing that trip since we were like 14, and he just needs to go , which i understand just sucks for me . hopefully next summer i can go.
otherwise... one question, did George Bush put a hit out on Stephen Colbert? because WOW.. talk about assrape in public.
i had to look on you tube @ a wrestling video, and see something in related links. so good for so long.. i clicked it on then i closed the window. i think im ok, not gonna drive myself nuts.
just need to vent. there that was venting.
lets see update-erino.
went out friday night with steve and ian, we went to a bar called maggie mae's we really liked it, queens blvd, and 42 street. hardcore irish, lots of girls, lots of lesbian girls too. so many that we inquired if it was a lezzy bar. the pretty decent looking drunk female behind the bar informed me nah, lasses come over from eye are lund (how she pronounced ireland) they like to go crazy, cannot do that kind of stuff over there.
i say fuck it, i saw some hot girls kissing, and we drank a whole bottle of cuervo 1800. talked to some, but eh w/e i hate night life. society is doomed because we're a generation of internet retards, and i really just dont think im comfortable trying to find a girl in person, and i have this skeevy internet aversion.
had a bunch of interviews lately, hopefully something breaks soon, they have been going better, its very frustrating. some people should be more understanding, that im trying so hard, and i spazz out and not give me a soliloquy about why im an asshole.
ian was supposed to get us afi tix for end of june i should call him and see if he got em. crazy fucker is going to japan in july god to hate that i cant go. we'd been talking about doing that trip since we were like 14, and he just needs to go , which i understand just sucks for me . hopefully next summer i can go.
otherwise... one question, did George Bush put a hit out on Stephen Colbert? because WOW.. talk about assrape in public.