Feb 25, 2006 23:49
i got my nose fucked up today by danny. sucker punched me for no reason. everyones joking around, im laughing, and he decided to pick on me. fucked my nose up real good.
best part no one said a damn thing about it. no one asked him why, asked me if iwas ok. got up and left pauls.
called paul a few mins later, thanked him for having my back, and he told me it was between me and danny.. which is funny because i never speak to him unless everyones there. i never say anythign about him becaue i can give a fuck about him.
so i told paul, to forget he knew me, if he wants to play it that way.
i came home. and i broke down. i explained to the peeps what happend (my nose is nice and swollen.. lucky me.. got a big bruise.. i will say this for me.. i can take a fucking punch.. pussy hit me with some big faggot ring.. also i dont think hs boxing lessons are working out.. cocksucker) OH YEA GET AIDS FAGGOT I LIKE HOW U TELL EVERYONE U FUCK MAD GIRLS WITHOUT RUBBERS GET THE HI FIVE AND DIE YOU CUNT.
anyway.
came home was telling my mom what happenedd because i required ice. homer came out asked what happend i was explaining.. but i started to cry.. this man is not afraid to cry when he needs to.
i had so much shit building up. people take advantage of me, people use me, people treat me like s hit dont return phone calls, dont respct me.. i cant hold a job, im 24 years old cant even get a fucking call back for an interview lots of other fun stuff... and i just sobbed uncontrollably. when i finally got ahold of myself... i came in my room, sat down and sobbed some more... i actually asked outloud what did i do to desrve this. im not a religioous person by any means at all. but who or what did i piss off to deserve all this. i knwo i whine and complain all the time why me. look at my life. what the fuck did i do. i swear if i didnt love living id fucking have killed myself already. i guess it at least proves im strong.
i just need someone anyone to give me a break. oh fuck me im fucking crying again.. im such a goddamn pussy....