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I hung out with Tyler today.. just like almost every other day.. but for some reason.. today was more meaningful. For some reason I felt like we just grew as friends today.. maybe I'm just imagining it. I'm just really really glad we are friends... it's just what I needed at this point in my life.
I'm starting to hang out with some people that I havent been hanging out with in a while... I think it's nice. I dont know I guess I will know after today. Sometimes I just need to be less critical and enjoy things. I should be glad that I have friends, any kind. Even if they are different from what I am used to.
My friends from college are so amazing. They have made this year so much easier for me. We have just had so many great times. So here's to the 3 R's.
My family is amazing. I got to spend so much of my week with them. They are just some of the nicest, greatest people I have ever met. From my oldest relative there.. to my baby. I could never ask for a better group... most of the time. I was a good daughter too. I bought my mommmy chocolate because I felt like being nice.
I miss Josh. I dont really know what the hell I'm going to do when he is gone for months at a time rather than the weekend. I guess we will just have to see but I cant worry about it now. For some reason.. it makes me feel better that he will still be here for my birthday.. that is what is keeping me sane.. no idea why.
I'm sick. I have been for almost a week now. I dont like it at all. But on a happier note.. I kind of like a boy... but shhh. Not that any of you know who it is anyway. Its good to make it public. I'm not really getting my hopes up about it but its fun to like someone anyway.. I'm not sure that I'm stable enough as a person to date anyway.
This is the first time I've updated in a long time. I hope people still read it.. if not.. I understand. I love you all very much and I hope to hear from you if I don't usually. Have a great day, week, month, year.. you deserve it.
Monday will be two years... I miss you gurlie.
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I'm starting to hang out with some people that I havent been hanging out with in a while... I think it's nice. I dont know I guess I will know after today. Sometimes I just need to be less critical and enjoy things. I should be glad that I have friends, any kind. Even if they are different from what I am used to.
My friends from college are so amazing. They have made this year so much easier for me. We have just had so many great times. So here's to the 3 R's.
My family is amazing. I got to spend so much of my week with them. They are just some of the nicest, greatest people I have ever met. From my oldest relative there.. to my baby. I could never ask for a better group... most of the time. I was a good daughter too. I bought my mommmy chocolate because I felt like being nice.
I miss Josh. I dont really know what the hell I'm going to do when he is gone for months at a time rather than the weekend. I guess we will just have to see but I cant worry about it now. For some reason.. it makes me feel better that he will still be here for my birthday.. that is what is keeping me sane.. no idea why.
I'm sick. I have been for almost a week now. I dont like it at all. But on a happier note.. I kind of like a boy... but shhh. Not that any of you know who it is anyway. Its good to make it public. I'm not really getting my hopes up about it but its fun to like someone anyway.. I'm not sure that I'm stable enough as a person to date anyway.
This is the first time I've updated in a long time. I hope people still read it.. if not.. I understand. I love you all very much and I hope to hear from you if I don't usually. Have a great day, week, month, year.. you deserve it.
Monday will be two years... I miss you gurlie.
*case*