too many things
this beginning of the year has been going super slow.
i really want this to work and i'm doing my best.
i need to build my relationship with my parents better...no more lies...well at least coming out with what i've been hiding.
sometimes i hate that he has a daughter. i'm so singy with him, i'm just not used to 'sharing,' i guess you can say.
but i guess it's supposed to be like this. somehow, this is supposed to happen and this is supposed to be in my life.
i love him. i'm in love with him.
i want him for the rest of my life, and i can't wait already.
i witnessed my cousin getting married to the love of her life of 7 years, this past weekend. they looked sooo happy, sooo complete. i want to feel just like her, be in her position already. we've been talking about marriage since we got together. we've known each other longer than we've been together, but we both know that we both not only need each other, but love each and want to spend eternity with one another: side by side.
i definately cannot sleep without him by my side. sometimes he falls asleep watching tv on the couch, but things as simple as that, i still wouldn't be able to fall asleep by myself. i love living with him, i love spending every day with him. i just wish we didn't work opposite hours sometimes.
i'm ready for what's to come with us.
my rocket's ready for take off...3...2...1.......soar!!!
i really want this to work and i'm doing my best.
i need to build my relationship with my parents better...no more lies...well at least coming out with what i've been hiding.
sometimes i hate that he has a daughter. i'm so singy with him, i'm just not used to 'sharing,' i guess you can say.
but i guess it's supposed to be like this. somehow, this is supposed to happen and this is supposed to be in my life.
i love him. i'm in love with him.
i want him for the rest of my life, and i can't wait already.
i witnessed my cousin getting married to the love of her life of 7 years, this past weekend. they looked sooo happy, sooo complete. i want to feel just like her, be in her position already. we've been talking about marriage since we got together. we've known each other longer than we've been together, but we both know that we both not only need each other, but love each and want to spend eternity with one another: side by side.
i definately cannot sleep without him by my side. sometimes he falls asleep watching tv on the couch, but things as simple as that, i still wouldn't be able to fall asleep by myself. i love living with him, i love spending every day with him. i just wish we didn't work opposite hours sometimes.
i'm ready for what's to come with us.
my rocket's ready for take off...3...2...1.......soar!!!