Life is for sure interesting.
Soo 4.20 is tomorrow. Have no idea what I'm doing, well besides going to Mulligan's for free drinks. No shots this time. Shot have been getting me in trouble a lot lately.
Summer school is coming up in about a month. I'm really bummed because it's summer which means everyone is going to be hanging out more and I won't be. But I am excited for fall semester. I'm feeling like it's going to be good and I hope to God I'm right. Right now I'm taking ITM 200. So I'm ready for school mode, just not for the summer.
I've been staying in St. Cloud and going to class in Tampa once a week. I guess I like it here better. Plus I'm back at work to pay for my lawyer and other expenses of that sort.
Other than that.. Life has been interesting. I realized that people take things waay to literal and blow easily. But it's only making me learn how to deal with my own anger much better.
I feel like a bad person like I'm always fucking up and was actually told recently that I didn't fuck up but I have potential to be a fuck up. That is harsh.
I actually have been interested in dating recently. I'm finally ready to get to know someone and share something special with another person. The only problem is life keeps teasing me with that. I keep meeting people and it ALMOST going somewhere and then never does.
Then there's people who I couldn't ever date who are the ones that are more interested than others. Basically I won't be dating anytime soon because I have such bad luck.
Life is so so sometimes I'm happy sometimes I feel like damn life sucks. So right now I don't know how I feel. I'm definitely confused about a lot. But aren't we all..
Summer school is coming up in about a month. I'm really bummed because it's summer which means everyone is going to be hanging out more and I won't be. But I am excited for fall semester. I'm feeling like it's going to be good and I hope to God I'm right. Right now I'm taking ITM 200. So I'm ready for school mode, just not for the summer.
I've been staying in St. Cloud and going to class in Tampa once a week. I guess I like it here better. Plus I'm back at work to pay for my lawyer and other expenses of that sort.
Other than that.. Life has been interesting. I realized that people take things waay to literal and blow easily. But it's only making me learn how to deal with my own anger much better.
I feel like a bad person like I'm always fucking up and was actually told recently that I didn't fuck up but I have potential to be a fuck up. That is harsh.
I actually have been interested in dating recently. I'm finally ready to get to know someone and share something special with another person. The only problem is life keeps teasing me with that. I keep meeting people and it ALMOST going somewhere and then never does.
Then there's people who I couldn't ever date who are the ones that are more interested than others. Basically I won't be dating anytime soon because I have such bad luck.
Life is so so sometimes I'm happy sometimes I feel like damn life sucks. So right now I don't know how I feel. I'm definitely confused about a lot. But aren't we all..