Why again?

Oct 12, 2009 01:01

I really don't understand why people search for relationships so much. I just don't know why people can't be happy with themselves and realize that in the real world you will always be alone, you will always have to do things alone. As much as dating was fun I just don't want to do it anymore it's such a turn off. I'm happy with myself. Even if my life is shitty and I'm unhappy about the events or the decisions I make at times, I'm happy with myself. I really don't see myself with anyone right now because this is time for me, time to discover myself, my thoughts and my experiences. And as shitty as a day may be it only makes me stronger and I enjoy myself more knowing that I got passed something and that I can do it on my own.
It seems as if people search for relationships because they're afraid of loneliness. That's just ridiculous. If someone happens to come in someone's life who is just amazing to them and they fit together, but they are both equally happy with themselves is how relationships should derive from not from being lonely and thinking you need someone to be happy.
I just don't enjoy dating or meeting anyone, I really don't want to get to know anyone or get close to anyone because I am a very private person and really don't want to open up to anyone or get the time to get to know someone because that takes a couple of years or so to really know who someone is and in the end you may realize it was all a big waste to get to know them when you could've spent time getting to know yourself better.
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