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ive decided to really try and make some goals for my own personal growth. i go on and on about things that disappoint me in myself and other people.. but i kind of just sit around in the goo instead of trying to scrub it all off. im going to start being more aware of things i do that cause myself and others stress.. and seeing if there is anyway to repair them. ill start with one goal and once i feel ive made some progress.. move onto another.
my first goal is to use my opinion in only positive ways and not try to force it onto others.. especially in class. ill keep my voice and opinion open for anything thats work related and constructive, but i really need to stop feeling the need to communicate for everyone and patch things up where they need to be patched. mind my own business, and focus on my own success and happiness while being more pleasant with others.
this year is going to be an interesting challenge for me in so many lights. im now living in a house with my best friend - - which is soooooo dangerous and i can already see why. i dont have a car and i live off campus and that makes me feel very uneasy. im going to try to maintain my job at the custard shop while being a 3rd year which is schedule-wise nearly impossible. im going to try to avoid getting involved with random boys or developing random crushes just because im lonely. <-- yea thats gotta go on the goal list... but that one has been festering inside of me since the summer started. and im just poor. and my parents. uuuhh my parents. and my sister is getting married!! maid of honor speech gaaaaah.
i want a snack.
my first goal is to use my opinion in only positive ways and not try to force it onto others.. especially in class. ill keep my voice and opinion open for anything thats work related and constructive, but i really need to stop feeling the need to communicate for everyone and patch things up where they need to be patched. mind my own business, and focus on my own success and happiness while being more pleasant with others.
this year is going to be an interesting challenge for me in so many lights. im now living in a house with my best friend - - which is soooooo dangerous and i can already see why. i dont have a car and i live off campus and that makes me feel very uneasy. im going to try to maintain my job at the custard shop while being a 3rd year which is schedule-wise nearly impossible. im going to try to avoid getting involved with random boys or developing random crushes just because im lonely. <-- yea thats gotta go on the goal list... but that one has been festering inside of me since the summer started. and im just poor. and my parents. uuuhh my parents. and my sister is getting married!! maid of honor speech gaaaaah.
i want a snack.