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i smoked some laced weed last night. it was terrifying.
i mean i dont know for sure that it was laced but it had to be.. because in my mind i almost died. its typical it really is.
i dont think im a basket case. and i dont think i need help.. i can take care of myself.
what i do know is i dont want to die. im so extremely lucky. my body still feels strange all over. like i took a bunch of vicodin or something.
i just want to know what the fucking point is, for all of this. whats the point
i mean i dont know for sure that it was laced but it had to be.. because in my mind i almost died. its typical it really is.
i dont think im a basket case. and i dont think i need help.. i can take care of myself.
what i do know is i dont want to die. im so extremely lucky. my body still feels strange all over. like i took a bunch of vicodin or something.
i just want to know what the fucking point is, for all of this. whats the point