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sa
i miss everyone.
i feel like everyones moving on with out me. and im stuck here.
and im falling. sinking in the sand. and i cant get myself up.
i try. but when i move, it just gets that much worse. i feel like theyre just slipping away. and i can do nothing.
this is one of the worst feelings. i have no one. ive never felt like this before. alone? me, alone? thats not right. i have my friends. always. but im parthetic. now.
and i feel like the person no one really wants to be friends with, but they cant not be? you know. the person whos just their. and no one really notices. yes. thats me.im a loser.
and i feel so pathetic because no one really is there for me. and i miss people. but i know ill never get what friendship i had with anyone back. its gone. and theres nothing to do about it now. i fucked up big time.
but theres hope. not for getting that friendship back. but with tay. hes such an amazing person. hes been here for me. and hes awesome. honestly. its so weird how things work out if you think about it.
the only reason i know him is through the one guy. who hated me when i did know him. and now we dont talk to him anymore. but we got tay from that bad mix. thank God for tay. hes awesome.
no i dont like tay. hes one of my best friends. and i love him (platonic people)
asdhfasdfa
i hate things right now and i dont like to hate. its not me really. actually. its opposite of me. like. completly.
but im mean sometimes.
i contradict myself all the time. im sorry.
im crazy. cant spell. and am not to bright.
i have no real future. and am destined for nothing.
but i try to tell myself that in about 4 years ill be
doing something great with my life. but who knows. no one
in my famliy accpompishes anything. ever. why should we start
now?
well see where life takes me. its crazy. im growing up. basically grown up now.
and im not ready for it. ive been thrown into this head first with no floaties.
good times.
and i dont know how to swim. its the deep end. and theres a shark. im screwed.
yes. im screwed in life.
you mihgt want to stay away. everything i touch or am a part of falls apart. always.
and its just sucky.
i dont knwo.
i try to be positive. but i cant really....
its just...
im so done with this.
sa
i miss everyone.
i feel like everyones moving on with out me. and im stuck here.
and im falling. sinking in the sand. and i cant get myself up.
i try. but when i move, it just gets that much worse. i feel like theyre just slipping away. and i can do nothing.
this is one of the worst feelings. i have no one. ive never felt like this before. alone? me, alone? thats not right. i have my friends. always. but im parthetic. now.
and i feel like the person no one really wants to be friends with, but they cant not be? you know. the person whos just their. and no one really notices. yes. thats me.im a loser.
and i feel so pathetic because no one really is there for me. and i miss people. but i know ill never get what friendship i had with anyone back. its gone. and theres nothing to do about it now. i fucked up big time.
but theres hope. not for getting that friendship back. but with tay. hes such an amazing person. hes been here for me. and hes awesome. honestly. its so weird how things work out if you think about it.
the only reason i know him is through the one guy. who hated me when i did know him. and now we dont talk to him anymore. but we got tay from that bad mix. thank God for tay. hes awesome.
no i dont like tay. hes one of my best friends. and i love him (platonic people)
asdhfasdfa
i hate things right now and i dont like to hate. its not me really. actually. its opposite of me. like. completly.
but im mean sometimes.
i contradict myself all the time. im sorry.
im crazy. cant spell. and am not to bright.
i have no real future. and am destined for nothing.
but i try to tell myself that in about 4 years ill be
doing something great with my life. but who knows. no one
in my famliy accpompishes anything. ever. why should we start
now?
well see where life takes me. its crazy. im growing up. basically grown up now.
and im not ready for it. ive been thrown into this head first with no floaties.
good times.
and i dont know how to swim. its the deep end. and theres a shark. im screwed.
yes. im screwed in life.
you mihgt want to stay away. everything i touch or am a part of falls apart. always.
and its just sucky.
i dont knwo.
i try to be positive. but i cant really....
its just...
im so done with this.