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so today is really boring so far. nothing to do. at all. its 8:36 am. and im stiing here at school. done with everything. even that stupid 20 question test. it was funny. made me laugh.
im so incredibley bored. its dumb. i want to be at home asleep. maybe i can ask her since i am done with everything, and even though i missed my two days, if i can miss friday. just maybe. um. the teachers aid hasnt been back for a while. i think hes not coming back. its amazing. i use clip art for things. and in clip art, when you type couples, there is more pictures of gay guys and lesbians with kids then staight couples. i think its neat.
i got a 20/20 on the funny test.
and i made this master piece:::
i want music. this sucks. only 10 minutes until our next break. thank the Lord. i cant stand not doing anything. do you know how boring this is? no you dont. yes, we all get bored at home. but i mean. you can watch tv. listen to music. do something. sleep. anything. but here. i have to sit here. quiet. not talking. doing nothing. so im writing. and this is gunna be a long one. if youve read this far. kudos. your my hero. i was looking for random pictures. couldnt find anything worthy eoungh. i dont think i will until i talk to jen. then i always find things. its only because im cool like that. she inspires me. haha. were rad. and, i think im going to hell because im an evil person. well, no. not hell.
in consitine, they have a hell. and i like the way that they did it. i wont give to much away for those of you wanting to see it. because thats oh so many of you. mhm.
i miss music. a lot right now. i have so many songs in my head right now. i dont understand how this can happen. its weird.
ive been told im not very good at expressing my feelings. such as love. its because im afraid to let the other person know how i feel, because i worry that they dont feel the same way back. and if they dont, then im crushed. and i dont like being crushed. because i like to be strong. but i really shouldnt do that. i should tell people how i feel. no matter. but rejection in life is my biggest fear.
so since im done, i get to help others. if they want it. if they ask for my help. i know no ones names in this class. only 3 others. from ponderosa. sweet. but yeah.
i dont like water. it doesnt taste good warm. and thats all i have today to drink. fun stuff. no more sodas and such for me.. for a month. until august 28th. yes. thats my goal i just made. bored.... so so bored..... i want to use aim. but nooo. dumb thing is blocked. im so bored. i cant explain it.
break was boring. its weird. people who normally never talk to me hang out with me at break and lunch. its kinda lame actually. i dont really like them being there. but whatever. they are there. i cant do anything to change it. picture time.
ok. this ones lame...
but im bored.
ok im done with this one.