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wow. so much can change in such a short amount of time.
i was happy, what happened?
it depresses me to think i have to take pills to make me happy.
it just doesnt seem fair. why do they get to be happy all by themselves?
i want to be normal. i want to be normal. i want to be normal. i want to be normal.
maybe some day down the line i will be. thats all i really want though.
heres a list of stuff:
i love the rain. i love reading good books when its cold. i love to listen to music. i love riding in cars. i love movies. i love my friends. i love the sun. i love rainbows. i love God. i love pictures. i love art. i like being a leader. i like sleep.i like feeling numb. i like being me. i like night time. i like watching the sun set. i like watching the sun rise. i like to think someone out there is perfect for me. i dislike rude people. i dislike sleeping. i dislike summer. i dislike feeling numb. i dislike taking pills. i dislike the phone calls.i dislike being indesicive. i dislike this feeling. i dislike not knowing. i dislike thinking this way. i dislike him. i dislike her. i dislike the scene. i dislike things that are evil yet people still do it.