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things have changed and i am alright. i dont know what it is that has done this to me but i dont mind. it was just time. i know that i may have lost you for now and may be ever. if we are truely supposed to be then i will know. you may take your time but will i be there for you when that time does come. i still love you but its not the same. you may never have and that is so fine. dont be who you dont want to though. i know things were different because of us. the "us" that did exist but now it is only you and me. you have gone off on your own doing i dont know what. while i am here finding myself and i dont know if what it is i will or anyone for that matter may like. that i am also willing to find out on my own. listen to me when i say that you are on your own now. i have let go and i dont know if you will see that. as long as i know you are ok i will be fine. for the time being dont forget that i am here for you. i know it may no longer matter but i shall always have you in my mind. dont go on a bad note but take what you wish. i no longer need those things. just give me what i deserve in return. dont make me regret all this. i know you are better than that somewhere inside. so we shall see what happens in the end. for all of you, i will love you till the end of time. i now shall let you be.