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i miss what i had a long time ago. i know i wont be able to get it back but it doesnt hurt to think of them time and time again. i know i am not an old lady yet but i miss the laughs and the faces. i dont know what it holds for me in the future but i have to wait and see. thought the times were good i cant take back what isnt in me. i still am here for all and that will never change. who will be here for me in the end? it is no longer a question that i need ask, for i know exactly who. it isnt you. it isnt the ones i thought it would be. it might be someone totally different. just know that we will all be ok in the end. if i die before i wake take these words of sorrow for my sake. this doesnt apply to all or even me at times. its just sad to see what has happened to you and me.