Aug 01, 2005 21:27
my best friend is going to hawaii for like a week. to see her family. and im happy for her. but god damn, i dont think ive ever spent a week without her except for when i was grounded for 2 months and that almost killed me. even when we go on vacation we usually take eachother. at first it was gonna be for like 2 weeks and i teared up at the thought.
it scares me that i am that dependant on another person. but i guess if there is going to be one person i need like that it might as well be her. all my other friends occasionally stab me in the back, (steal a boyfriend, gossip, lie, the usually stuff girls do) and my parents are...i guess good parents like ive always had everything i needed and stuff like that, but i hate them more often then not. for various reasons i wish not to go into right now. so ya, she would be the most dependable person to depend on.
but i should work on being independant.
but i love her to death!
HAVE A GOOD TIME KATIE! tell everyone hi, and bring me back a bracelet!! love ya lots. and dont get any crazy ideas and stay longer then planned. if you even think about it, remember me back in our pittifully boring little town, and either fly me out there or come home!!