Feb 15, 2006 08:52
"Be strong Kaytee, be strong. You aren't an ignorant child who deserves to be walked all over. You aren't blind, you can see his game, dont you know it's wrong? You know what true love feels like and the commitment it entitles, so why are you wasting your time? You know there are plenty of people out there capable of showing and caring for you the way you want. You know everyone is right when they tell you to get over him. Come Kaytee... You can do it."
This is the thought process running through my head. Im so confused.
I feel like I should be making myself feel one way, yet no matter how hard I try I still really care about him and want to make it work with him; regardless of how bad it has been.
I guess there is just some point where you have to realize that it's not fair.
But I still dont want to.