Dec 27, 2009 17:01
Time for another update.
So, what do I know?
I know that I am marking quite the milestone in life.
I know where it is that I belong
I know where to go
I know what I want to do
I know who I can count on
I know who will break my heart
I know I have grown
I know my heart
I also know how to forgive, how to let go, how to grieve, how to live, how to love, how to be...
I know that California is where I belong for the next couple of years. I have two Bachelors of Science degrees to finish, a forest that has captured my heart, a place that feels like home, I know it's going to lead me to great things.
I reflected over in my myspace blog on the holidays. So, to everyone that still keeps up with me here. Happy Holidays! No matter how present I am in your life or how lacking of presence I have been, know that you have had an important impact on me and within me. I hope our lives cross paths again.
I'm heading back to California on January 3rd.
I'll miss Minnesota a lot, but being back here reminds me of the heartbreak, the heartache, the trouble, and all of the difficulties, but it also reminds me of the good times, the joy, the fun, the amazing life adventures and opportunities.
I've healed my family relationships and grown tenfold as a person these last several months. It breaks my heart to think of all the individuals I've lost. All the people I cared for, but it's time to move on past the feeling of lost and keep the memories of happiness and joy and good times.
So, again Happy Holidays!
I hope you received what it was that you dreamed for, wished for, and wanted!
I'll be around this week if you want to catch up! Otherwise, see you all possibly in June!
Love Always,
Lily